.I designed a life i LOVED.

Movie marathon

2010-10-26T23:15:00.000+08:00

2010 GREAT MOVIES

*ACCORDING TO MY PERSONAL OPINION*

-THE LOVED ONE-

-HUMAN CENTIPEDE-

-MIRRORS 2-

-PIRANHA-

-GIRLS-

-PREDATORS 2010-

-R.E.D-

-GHOST EYES-

-TITANIC 2 2010-

-ALTITUDE-

-THE OTHER GUY-

Those are the movies that i've been watching throughout the whole weeks...

Watch it through UUSee, just like the PPs Player.

There are some good and worst movies among the above:

BEST: The loved one and predators 2010

why? (because both of them were not boring, will definitely keep your heart pumping very hard, adrenaline rush and gives satisfaction provided w/ good effect of movie, especially THE LOVED ONE, awesome movie ever!! )

WORST: ~~Altitude~~ and ~~Titanic 2~~

why? (If you're those viewer who prefer to watch movies with many effects, dont waste your money on these movies, you'll either be confused with the ending or regret to watch it, cos it SUX!!)

....the rest were considered OK and so so....

love

chicky

Respect the Bi

2010-10-25T14:07:00.000+08:00

Bisexuality may be a difficult topic to comprehend... Many of us are taught to look at almost everything in the universe as a duality: male and female, light and dark, hot an cold, moral and immoral, etc. This is also seen with human sexual orientation. Most view it as existing in two forms: heterosexuality and homosexuality. But human sexuality is a little more complex than that. One cannot squeeze the full range of human sexual feelings and behaviors into only two classifications. A minimum of three is really needed to represent human sexual attractions and activities: heterosexual, homosexual and bisexual. Some have suggested a minimum of five.

I, personally is a straight, in other word, I belong to the hetero group. I was an anti-bi people, i used to be, but after referring to some of the books and opinions, be a listener to some of my friends which are not "straight", i was amazed by what they had been through, things that happen to them, it's just so unfair and cruel. Most of them are born to be like that, natural attraction toward the same gender, while some of them are just playing with the fire, these are the black sheep that spoiled the whole group, contaminate the group i should say. I was so curious about their lifestyle, I tried so hard to convince them not to be afraid in front of the public, they are still a normal human being with a different sexual orientation, everyone will fall in love one day, it doesnt matter who you're falling in love with, as long as two ordinary people, living happily and able to cooperate well, that is LIFE.. Their life is not that smooth like us (heterosexual), apparently, they have to go through critiques, disrespectful words, discrimination, and so on... definitely more than just being rejected from both of the parents. Even so, they tried their very best to solve all these problem, not alone but together as a couple, they fall in love for a reason, the bonding that they build all these time is so strong than any other normal couples that we seen, they always knew it's hard for them to convince the public and they still holding each other hand so tightly that it's hard to separate them together. This is what LOVE is all about, it's not just a simple fling and crush like what the teenagers do these days, it's about fighting for happiness. So what's the problem with that?

As i shared my thought to my bisexual friends, they seems to be comfortable to share their life with me, and listening to all the feedbacks that they received, it's just too unfair to them. We're born as a hetero- the "NORMAL" group, we never have that difficulties to fight for what we want in life, everything seems to be perfect for us, but for them, it's a war that only those who understand them can survive. Life is all about rules and regulations, we all knew it from the beginning of our life, who set the rules? is it the bibble said so? or Quran?? That human have to fall in love in this way? Is it has to be that way? I dont know, i'm still confuse with all the regulations things in life. Sigh! One post isn’t enough to discuss all the incorrect and misleading beliefs circulating about bisexual people. But let me be clear, they exist. They are there, outside, and waiting for the public to accept them and they deserve the same respect as heterosexuals, they deserve to be seen instead of dismissed. So pleas respect the bisexuals, they need our supports and recognition. =) PEACE...

love

chicky

My Life as a PRE- architect was a RAP!!

2010-10-24T15:50:00.003+08:00

Holy Lord.... such a relive, i feel so alive after all this while, all the torturing, finally, I feel so alive =) *wink* Architecture is not an easy thing to deal with, as long as you have that passion, the determination, the strength, the patient, everything seems to be "not so hard" to deal with... I love doing things that i like, i dont care how hard it is, how tired i am, how far the goal is, how it torturing me, i just DONT CARE!! I always have the goal in my mind and i'm aiming it, all this time, i just have that goal in mind, strike for the BEST and i believe i could make it even much better.. I never want something that much than this, i struggled a lot before, after and even i've chosen the right course. Sounds weird but it's true, HELL true.

I'm officially finish my year 1 in interior architecture, sem 1 sucks for me, 1st time really means 1st time, i did bad for my design and i've got a big B for my design subject, what a DAMN grade but everything seems to be crystal clear in sem 2, i work hard for it and i get what i should have, an A? hell yea, big chance since i got B,A,A for my 3 projects. I',m choosing the right course, and all the struggles, worth it! I've gone trough a lot during sem 2, a lot of presentations, and i learnt a lot of skills and tricks during my presentation, a big thank you to my sem 2 lecturers, Ms. Baizura and Ms. Norji, my favorite lecturers ever! They are both my design lecturer for sem 2, adorable lecturers, and they really did their very BEST for us, i miss them already... but good thing is Ms. Baizura will be our minor lecturer for year 2sem 1, woohoo!! I really want to thank them for being such a caring and hardworking lecturers. MUACKS!!

Sigh! Just moved into my new condo in Angkasa, i guess it's a new journey for me to begin with, my housemates were all studying Food Nutrition, damn, it's gonna be pretty tough for me to break the ice, i need time~~~ LOL... I'm currently staying with one of my old friend, Jessie Lau.. Hmm, everything's fine and we're living happily=) Behnia just left MS few days ago to America, he dont like here because of the lecturers who get into fight with him, WTH... he started all of them 1st, go away!! Kidding... Sigh. Here's the thing, only have 14 of us in one class, one left, Mahmood wanna change to study law, Hesam probably to Canada, Zohre not sure if she want to continue here or move to aus. Such a mess! It's gonna be just the few of us who can graduate after this ='( pls dont leave... we need more classmates!! The reason is because they couldnt stand the pressures, all the homeworks and activities that for them, it's too much =.=... Sigh...

Leave all the sad things behind... lets talk something good. Hmm, oh yea, i participated in MSID beijing student workshop last month, and guess what, i was selected as 5 of the shortlisted students to present my ideas, and i received 2 certs and a trophy, gonna bring back to Sabah when i go back (1st Nov) It was about designing a children abuse center, something like that, and we're (all the IA students) given 1 hr to finish it in an A3 board, provided with 4 colours by DULUX paint-red, yellow, blue ad black. I started with all the keywords like- circle, protection, balloons, hope...(dont remember the rest) and start drawing within an hr. Everyone has to leave the classroom for them to do the judging, when i come back, my name was called out, that means i've to present or to sell my idea to convince the judges- Head and vice of MSID and DULUX Representative. God it was so awkward coz i was the only year 1student selected in the shortlisted but i guess i was lucky to be in 3rd place. Everyone seems to know me after that, even the seniors and lecturers, omg, tht's not a good thing for me cos i have to maintain my reputation after this, and it's kindda hard for me, i dont like to be tied up like this, i really MEAN it='( sigh... After that, will be my review for my final studio design, sheila and i were selected bby Ms. Baizura to participate for MSID 15 @ Taylors which is next month 13th and i cant make it obviously... hope our boards can get some feedbacks and hopefully something for the uni *dreaming* I like my life now, nothing much i need to change cos it's perfect the way it is, i enjoyed every single day in uni, even though only 14 of us in a class, i really like my life, as easy as that, when u're happy, everything seem to be in a good situation... So be happy my friends...

Recently, charlene's daddy was passed away, i was cried for few times, because char is so so so strng than i ever though of, she is one of a kind, it's such a great lost for all of her family, may uncle Edmund rest in peace... ='( we miss you uncle... oh yea, this coming, i'll be heading to IMU to find my peeps, pei li they all, i'll attend the halloween party at IMU this coming friday-29th Nov... woohoo!! miss them all...

One last thing, i'll be working as an intern in an architecture firm when i go back, hope they approve after referred to my resume and allow me to have an interview when i go back... Damn, my 1st job man if i really get approved my this professionals... Damn hoping to hear something from them really soon, thx to Ms. Sharmila to help me searching for job too!! aww... love my lecturers so much!! much much more than any other lecturers!!! Uni life was a RAP for me...

love

chicky

♥must read♥

2010-06-08T22:31:00.000+08:00

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请珍惜每一次和他在一起的机会，每一次和他说话的机会，每一次对他微笑的机会，因为这可能成为你脑海中不多的记忆财富。

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请保持快乐的心态，每一次见到他或者与他交谈的时候都能让他感受到你的快乐，因为看到心爱的人开心是件很幸福的事。

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请试图让自己越来越漂亮，只有懂得爱自己的女孩才能赢得他人的爱。谁都希望心爱的人能看到自己美好的一面。

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，尽量帮他，聆听他内心的声音，帮他分担，不要期望太多。这个世界太过公平，是你的永远是你的，谁也抢不走。哪怕是拥有他的心就够了！！

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请别一开始就付出太多，事先知道结局的人是最理智的。如果你倾尽所有，结果往往会一无所有。（可是如果深爱了，又怎能不付出的太多呢？）

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请别对双方苛求太多，太多的因素会让你们分离，时间、人、空间，如果你不想让最后的回忆变得不美好的话。那么就都要给彼此一些空间，让他感觉你是他的幸福而不是负担！

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，离开的时候千万不要哭（估计很难做到），如果他也对你动过心，你们都会把对方的名字雕刻成辗转时空中的金子。每天都会想起彼此的脸！

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，保存着你们在一起的每一分每一秒的片断，因为时间的洪水会很无情，到了最后剩下的也许只会是零星的碎片。

请记得曾经在一起时的那段岁月~~!! 因为珍惜今天~~!!

它就是明天最美的回忆~~!!

♥chicky

♥going BACK home♥

2010-05-03T13:14:00.000+08:00

Guess what? i'm going back tomorrow, going back to the most beautiful place in the world-Sabah!! After all the torturing in uni, finally I can go back home! Life was awesome in uni, with all the friends I've met so far, they are good, nice and caring, gonna miss them for this long term break, take care my friend^^ Hmm, I received a call from someone, how to say, a call from someone who I never expected to receive, err, someone I knew and never expect to receive a surprise call from him~~ omg, what the heck am I saying, so damn confusing, aiya, just a surprise call from somebody. Thanks for calling me and U made my day!

Oh yea, this is my final model for my previous work-PAVILION. Damn, with all the sleepless night, I'm still unsatisfied with the total outcome, T.T ahh!! but it's over, just hope for a pass for my design, i know it's not an easy job to get a good grade for this semester, cos my design SUCKS!! really really SUCKS, not good enough in catching the ideas, first time OK!! Mr.Kevin, pls give me at least a pass for my lousy design!! *begging*

Oh ya, \I've got a new roommate last week, a China girl, oh no, i forgot her name! ish~~ she looks friendly compared to the others, maybe? *curious* Oh oh!! i'm gaining weight!! ahhhhhh!!! I dont want to become a fat chick! eww... need help! anyway, cant wait to see my family and friends tomorrow!!! Ulala... never feel so excited before, i'm going back, cant believe it, I AM GOING BACK TOMORROW AND THIS TIME>>> FOR A MONTH!! hahahahah!!!!

love

chicky

My sleepless months, almost OVER!!

2010-04-18T09:40:00.000+08:00

Finally external review was over, now i can at least take a breath and feel ALIVE again, after a long hard work and torturing, all the sleepless nights, at least i can sleep for 5 hrs ^^ never feel so good before after all the stressing over for such a long time, what a relief~~
so i came with a conclusion:

I think there are 5 categories of "sleep" in architecture terminology.

1. Didn't sleep - 0 hours

2. Sleep - 1 hours

3. Enough sleep - 2 hours

4. More than enough sleep - 3 hours

5. You definitely can't finish your assignment sleep - 4 hours and more.

*6. you arr the lecturer - 6-8hrs of sleep ...........LOL!

Out of 21 of us, 6 of them failed, some of them cried during the review, omg, such an emotional day~~ i'm not satisfied with my final model so i will definitely improve and develop my model for the final submission. Arghh...another 2 sleepless night for me but at least i can sleep a little bit longer this time, haha. Next would be our professional communication submission-which is next Tuesday, we've to do a survey as well as research about students money flow, presentation again =.=

Anyway, uni life was fun, met with a lot of different people from different background, culture and beliefs. Most of my friends are not locals because it's hard to hang out with the locals here since i'm staying inside hostel and i can only meet them during weekdays.

These are my close mates in hostel,
LEFT: Luo Xing- a China girl, same age, major in mass comm.
RIGHT: Ma Sue Hye- Korean girl, 21, major in music, violin.

Having so much crazy moments with these two girls, they are good in dancing and singing^^ LOL. I went back hostel at 1am yesterday night, hanging out with some local friends-billy, boon, Janet and Aliance. Currently, preparing for my final exam which will be held in another 2 weeks before i can fly back to KK!! OMG!! i'm going back!!! but all my girlfriends are not around, so hard to meet them as they are studying abroad, this is the reason why i prefer to study in local first, maybe after degree^^

ANYWAY...

*i think i know who i'm looking for, for all this while..

But, i'm still lacking of tht little bit of confident. Hope you understand*

chicky

♥need a new lappie soon♥

2010-03-28T15:15:00.001+08:00

Left- my study model

Right- actual model

Busy busy busy...

yea, tht's our 2nd project for Design-SACRED GEOMETRY

Submitted few weeks ago but you know, just wanna post up here..

Overall still ok just that i'm not really satisfied with the grade given T.T my only problem is

~~CONSISTENT~~, well yea, i know i know...

coming up next is our FINALE assignment-Pavilion.

So, since we've done with the site, tomorrow will be the god damn presentation -.-

sigh.. So here they are~~ Not sure which one to choose!! headache headache!!

After few months in Uni, I tend to stick to the locals coz... most of the international are kinda, sorta, a bit like, can say, not so..... ok, forget it, just not my type of friends... hehe..

Now, i need to buy another lappie since my current lappie is not really suitable to do designing. Hmm... what brand is better?

chicky

sorry! its a lousy post~~

2010-03-12T22:11:00.002+08:00

I'm back! omg, cant believe I've abandoned my blog for almost 2 months time.. I was so GOD DAMN busy during these few months. Seriously, KL life? I tried to fit into the environment-busy life, tht's the only way that can make me keep moving and move faster. Nothing much happen actually, just that i miss everything in KK, seriously, like HELL!! sigh... life must still go on, look forward, that's what i need to do and must to do for now... I learn so many things from some of my friends, just realize that i'm too fortunate and lucky compared to some of them, I shouldn't be that naive, people here are so realistic and independent, they never rely on other ppl, not like KK people... totally different -.-

Architecture is so much FUN if u really enjoy the subjects. I'm the one who choose this course from the beginning and I'm not gonna go back with an empty hand, NO!! I've been struggling to achieve this for such a long time ago, and i'm not gonna stop here. haha... CHICKY!! you can make it!! Aja Aja!! Fighting!!!

The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step...

so true....

I'm gonna fulfill my dad's dream one day, tht's what i always aiming for, wait and see. I went back to KK for CNY and I really realize that dad's getting older, he has gone tru so many difficulties in his life and I'm gonna make a different, i promised not to let him down, i will be a successful person, i will!! Mom is still that cute and bubbly, she's a wonderful woman and sexy all the time, haha... i miss them so much ~~ *tears*

Sigh..but now, i was so annoyed by the accommodation things! We've decided to rent a condo for next sem but it doesnt go so smoothly, everything has messed up now, arghh!! Everything was messed up because of the guys!! Guys are so.... (ahh, just forget it~~) hope i can settle everything as soon as possible. Guys? ARE NOT RELIABLE, believe me...

Actually i've so many things to post up here but i'm just not "in the mood of posting up" mode so... haha, forgive me~~ all the best for me and GET ALIVE!!!

muaks
chicky.

Yay for the day~~~

2010-01-16T16:22:00.010+08:00

Life has just getting harder and harder, we have 4 assignments for this week and 2 tasks, only one group project and the rest are individual project, goshh, i know how hard it is when i only start to do my work last minutes, DONT BURN THE MIDNIGHT OIL... lol~~ i know this sentence is kindda useless for me but hmm... maybe i need to "xing muk" for now on T.T

One of the most heachache-est assignment is the JOURNAL!!! I need to write a journal about either Egypt/Greek/Rome, journal means hand written and means no copying from internet and means no map, have to draw it, no pictures, need to sketch it... arghh.. And these are the things that i need to put in my journal:

timeline
political situation
social organization, social structure
economic generator
beliefs/religion
civilization
building type & characteristic
geography
climate

*sad face*
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aww... i need a hug~~

Then a task about vernacular buildings, we only have 2 weeks to finish our task, and the grade will be conducted this way...Based on:

1. Technical research on each elements
2. details drawing
3. completeness of drawing
4. correct use of terminologies in construction
5. presentable work
6. case study information
7. theory n actual situation
8. detail explanation on each topic
9. identity source of information
10. degree of original work
11. analysis of facts

Ah meh... so many things need to be consider, how to get a good grade?? @.@

Another assignment is about TOWER, we need to make model of a towel based on their functions... And we need to submit the sketches on Monday, oh man!! I'm idea-less...

The other 2 assignments are this, just finished them 2 days ago. You cant imaine how hard to "dot" this things, its called stippling(one way of shading)... it took me for about 1/2 hr to finish it, lol...

overall: i need to draw it again, look at the two "improved" sketches, confirm rejected lar, so... ganna draw for the 2nd time...especially the above one, looked like the building's collapse =/ sigh... sia-sia...

My dinner for the day is this, mamak mee+ telur, haha, free spicy chicken, dunno why, it shouldnt have the spicy chicken but i guess tht's my day... muahahahha...lucky enough!!!

At night, start to make this, until i got my panda eyes for the next day~~

Guess what? i received this message from one of the sopos in KK...WTF?? I'm now in KL, i mean duh... I'm always here from the last few weeks... She told me she forgotten edy, i mean what the hell?? She forgot i'm in KL now?? doesnt make sense at all but tht's the truth!!! Then... i PISSED OFF!!!
*walks away*
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BUT!! TODAY!!

i went to Mid valley with JC lau~~ wohoo, she's thinner than i expected, i heard it from someone last time telling me tht JC's thinner now, like not enough food to eat.. hahahaha...lol, but it's true, she's gorgeous now!!! We went to a makeup trial at mid valley b4 shopping, haha... then shopping starts...

Sorry for the weird pictures here but it's so damn adorable, the card, the ribbons, the boxes, the papers, the bling blings, OH MY GOSH!! i just cant resist it!! if only i have the money~~ i'll buy all of'em....IF ONLY~~~

OMG OMG!! look at the card!! Cute!!!
*melted*
Gonna buy some of it back, sooner, muahahahah...

Another type of card, square size...
Sorry man, i just love lil things so much...
Remember in the movie,
RULE # 32 ENJOY THE LIL THINGS
so true!!!

Then i bought a beanie for myself and
JC bought one for herself too, hardly find a good one in KK,
but now, haha!!

Yay for the day>>> beanie

chicky

today is not so me...

2010-01-11T22:49:00.007+08:00

Finally bought some of the stationary at Ctwrite, only SOME... I havnt buy the most expensive one, technical pen set which cost rm164.90(don miss the 1 in front, haha) for only 5 fringgin pens.. arghh...

reference magazine...

here it's go...
TOTAL: rm232...
i've to spend at least rm2oo more for the rest, seriously, pok gai edy!!!

YEAH!! another assignment has done!! at least i've few days to recharge back my energy, haha...
omg.. this is so friggin weird sketch, don comment.

this one at least better, haha..

I'm a cheater!! everyone was doing their sketches LIVE! But not me, i took some pics of it then sketch it in hostel, haha, easy right... I always chose SHORTCUT..

some kindda reunion/meeting for... (refer to the flag, not sure where...)

I miss this guy soooo much!!! U know i love you.

LOL... he's my brother... duh..
*why the hell am i posting this random post, i've no idea*
just ignore my post, i guess i'm too tired~~

oh oh.. i've to rush another assignment now... shhhoootttsss...

love
chicky

Updated

2010-01-07T11:20:00.007+08:00

Uni life has just started... And this told me that my nightmare is just started, but so far so good, no big assignment for us, it's just an introduction and briefing for this week, get to know some friends in uni too...

...this is our Design Comm. classroom...

To be an architect is not an easy job, never!
I have to go through...

sleepless night, definitely
skip meals, normal or even skip shower time.
get ready to sleep over in classroom
need lots of practice and improvement especially in sketching, drawing, communication, skills, make models, ideas, creativity, .....etc
have to deal with criticism, able to accept opinions, rejection, and failure.
assessment, project, group discussions, group works, research, site studies, field trip, presentations, portfolio, proposal, report blar blar blar, and so on...
and of course, need to spend a lot of money in buying stationary

guess what? yesterday was my 1st drawing lesson, these are our 1st drawing in class, 1 hr classwork.

..Kim's ..

..This is mine...
it's a bit retarded and out of proportion coz we're rushing to draw it within an hr..

Lunch with this 2 girls after we've submitted our drawings. Kim and sheila..
And the lecturer, Mr.Fuzi Musa(very funny lecturer..) was telling us what to buy for the drafting STARTER kit... STARTER ONLY and this are the things...

T-square, has to be wooden, A1 (almost the most expensive one)
pencils set, need to be a very GOOD brand cannot buy those under rm15, sigh...
clutch pencil, omg... it's just a normal pencil but it cost about rm30 for only 1!!!
putty eraser, and drafting eraser, what the difference?? gossh...
eraser shield, never heard of it but it's function is just to erase a line, without touching the other lines beside it...
templates circle and templates oval has to be Unicorn brand
combination scale, just a plastic ruler and it cost about rm20
tracing paper, A3
french curve, also plastic ruler and it's about rm10
cutter
butter paper, A3
sharpener
AO board (white/grey)
ruler but STEEL>> rm7 for a ruler? not worth!!!
masking tape
sketch book, A3, thickest one, means the most expensive one too...
cutting pad,in green, A3 use to cut models, about rm16
adjustable set square, omg... set square only, rm 52++
this is the most expensive one, TECHNICAL PENS SET, guess how much?? it's rm95!!! it's just pens!!! what the hell...

total: rm 310++ just for STARTER!!!stationary!!! goshh...

oh... i forgot something, everyone has to buy a tool box to put all the stationary into a tool box, lousy tool box like the one below~~ but i'll try to find a better one...haha...

Hmm...today has no class so i'm staying inside my hostel, alone, gonna go to laundry later to collect my clothes too, and tomorrow, class will only start at 330pm... sigh... And saturday, gonna get up early to meet Jonathan and Jessie... I need to bring along all my kit too to shopping cos my 1st assignment is to draw building, LIVE!!! means i have to sit in front of the building and start drawing. Haha.. oh, i heard that Zheng Wei Kang(Astro) is studying here too... *wink*

This is so unbelievable... our field trip for next sem. (not sure which sem) is to go to Singapore!! Just heard from the seniors, they went to Bali last time and some went to Korea, to study and to look at their buildings.. wow!!! *claps claps*

...HOPE IT'S TRUE...

love
chicky

recently...

2009-12-30T15:02:00.004+08:00

OWNED!!!
Bought a new camera recently at Low Yat, KL
*wink*

CANON EOS 450D

I believe CANON is the 2nd BEST brand before PENTEX then Nikon.
hmm.. after few days of investigating the camera, holy craps!! it's so damn great!!
People out there, you guys should try it, believe it or not, i feel so PRO!!
hahahha... kidding, but it's a nice cam. tou^^

oh ya, went to my 1st day of orientation yesterday morning at my uni, and i met an Iran friend called Sara,( she's also my 1st friend in uni) she's so lovely and have a pair of big round eyes, STUNNING!!!
But so unfortunately, we're not in the same line, she's taking food science=(
haha, no worries.. friends come and go~~ lol...
seriously, i miss all my friends in KK, I wonder where and what were they doing recently..

GUYS!!! i miss you all!!!!!

xoxo
chicky

Late night Fun

2009-12-20T20:36:00.006+08:00

Oh how fun it would be to get all the girls together...Well, let me say that Thursday night's activities was a great one... We've spent the night fully with joy and laughters, plus the girls(my good friends), they're always be that amazing and cool... always worth to hang out with these girls...

We went to Renee's hse to sleep over on Thursday, and planned to go to Ice Bar at 1B durig midnite. We had our movie marathon at her hse starting afternoon, one of the most wonderful & funny movie was Stardust, woohoo.... great to watch^^ Then dinner at XXX(i've no idea what's the rest. name, my bad) but we had chinese dumpling for dinner^^ Get prepare on 9pm, makeup, dressing, hairstyling, boom-boxing, bathing, nail polishing... etc. But it's nearly 1am, so we decided to change our destination to the nearer bar, Rumba... =(

Rumba, Rumba... A latin grill & bar, luckily they have a mini dancefloor,so at least we had a great night to just dance around and the live band... oh my god!! they were so damn good!! Lucky us!! All the songs was perfectly brought by the singers, definitely will go for the 2nd time=)*wink*

Then... we went back to Renee's hse around 2am, but b4 that, we went to see some ah gua around CATHAY, and we try to act like lesbian and flirt with them... hahahha.... it's fun!!! AFterward, we learnt to mix different alcohol with some side drinks, such as juices n cola, it's the BEST things of the day!!! woohoo...

Especially for me, by sab... yummy
sopo-s

Guess what, we were lying on our bed around 530am, then woke up to have breakfast at Damai around 12pm... what a day... shopping to Wisma Merdeka lagi... wow... But something has happened to my lovely car... sigh.... i'm not ganna post the pic up here... *peace*

Whatever it is, i want to thanks to Sabrina, Margaret, Pei Li, Renee and Jo... I miss them a lot!!

last 5 days in KK

chicky

I'm such a DOWNER

2009-12-08T19:52:00.003+08:00

Cheer me up when I'm feeling down!!

I'm feeling discontent, kindda lost and now, i'm still trying to figure it out

why,

WHY!

and WHY!!!

Feeling lonely, wasted and tired of it

Pls STOP!!!

*i need a hug*

T.T

chicky

Nothing BUT friends

2009-11-25T20:22:00.002+08:00

25th Nov-wow, cant believe I'm leaving soon. Just realize that i'll be missing my friends very soon, we might lost contact or we might not be seeing each other again, s***, I'm so emo right now. My friends are like my sisters and brothers I never knew I had. And I can't use up my love, COZ..Love grows and multiplies, the more you love the more you are loved back ^^

FRIENDS ARE SOMEONE WHO
A- Accept you as u are
B- Believe in u
C- Calls u just to say hi
D- Doesn't give up on u
E- Envisions the whole of u
F- Forgive ur mistake
G- Gives unconditionally
H- Helps you
I - Invite u over
J-Just like to be with u
K- Keeps u close at heart
L- Loves u for who u care
M- Makes a difference in ur life
N- Never judges u
O- Offer support
P- Picks u up when u are down
Q- Quites ur tears
R- Respect u
S- Says nice thing abt u
T- Tells u the truth when u need to hear it
U- Understands
V - Values u
W- Walks besides u
X- Xplain thing u did't understand
Y- Yells when u need to listen
Z- Zaps u back to reality
the real friend should be like this!

the numerical value of L+O+V+E= 54
but the n.v of F+R+I+E+N+D+S+H+I+P= 108
54+54=108
LOVE+LOVE= FRIENDSHIP

So FRIENDSHIP is 2 times greater than LOVE.

"A Reason, A Season or a Lifetime"

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.
When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason, you need them to be.

Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON,
it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person/people (any way); and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.

*Author Unknown*

love

chicky

Happy birthday Yik Min!!!

2009-11-16T11:54:00.006+08:00

Happy birthday to Yik Min!!!

I hope that you have a wonderful birthday wherever you are for it ,also have a great time in Melbourne .I hope your birthday was all that you hoped for. My wishes and thoughts are always with you^^ Sorry for the late greeting!! but i do remember your birthday was yesterday... Hello? I didn't forget your birthday ok, I'm just "fashionably late". hahahahah...*Still... *I'm so sorry I missed your birthday, but I really really hope that you had a wonderful day on ur b'day...

Happy birthday!!

love

chicky

the CHANGING me...

2009-11-04T19:58:00.003+08:00

Basically, those who know me well,

usually I just wear jeans, a fitted T, and sneakers.

But actually I wanted to have a style… A NEW style with a new me.

Well this month onward, I'm starting fresh.

i am trying to find my way and to live the life through what i want..

Start my new life with a new look, i cut my hair from this lllllllllllllooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnngggggggggggg

to this

>>>short<<<

I only have one life so why not make it a good one?

But it's kidda SHORT! =(

wait till u meet me~~

so, no more hair accessories, cant even tied it up,

the only thing i can use to put something on my hair is just a lil. tiny clip,

to clip my fringe. Hahaha, what a thing!

Fine, what on is on, but now, i'm trying to accept my new hair n my new look!

YES, i will!!

I want to find a style that is uniquely me, that I feel comfortable in,

looks good, and that I can wear out to nice places

and alothough i havent changed my style completely

i did buy clothes that i wouldn’t normally wear, haha...

trying for some luck here^^

cant wait till 20 NOV!! another friend is coming back here,

trying to be a lil bit WILD, before going for any further study...

14th-another awesome day for us, we're going to a place with so much adventures^^

on!!!!

my Holy SHOPPING week

2009-11-02T20:22:00.011+08:00

Overcrowded city-KL

Spent my whole week in KL to shop, shop and shop!!! But I hate that place, oops, should be dislike, Hahaha… Kay Kay’s still the BEST place to live in, believe me… When we talk about shopping, KL kick o! The “kick-est” part is still the price, cheap ah!!!

..I’ve tried the ban mian in KL too..

Conclusion: shit man, uneatable ban mian! Damai ban mian still my favorite for all time, and maybe for the rest of my life, muahahahah.... I'm a Damai Ban Mian freak!!

..Satay..

Conclusion: pass! Considered…

..And their westhern foods..

conclusion: Not bad lar...

We went to some Chinese well-known restaurant in KL, but overall, neh… they failed us, nothing special at all. Sek Hou is one of the famous restaurant here in KL Time Square. They have their 100% named restaurant & 100% facilities but maybe 75% for their food quality, not really my taste=(

But there’s something attract me the most, which is this….
..MOTOCYCLE ..

Wow!! Never see such a big scale of motorcycle here in KK but in KL, it’s normal….

Seriously, KL- reminds me of RB, I miss those days, the trip was awesome, everything was great, and we’re having so much fun. I still remember the room number that we stayed, 2007, 2009 & 2010. oh wait! Should be 4 rooms but I forgot the room number I lived, haha, but instead I remember room numbers that they lived…LOL! C was caught wearing underwear in her room with a guy, guess what happen?? Hmm…. *dirty* keep it low, as she said… And S was caught too, by putting his hand into Y’s Jean’s pocket, wuu… creepy huh, but they were just “FRIEND” as what they admitted, wow… Such a “GOOD FRIEND”

Time flies and things keep changing, what left behind was just a memory for us to keep in touch with. To be honest, it’s over! We’ve to move on and look forward. I miss them and they will always be missed too. *peace*

RECENTLY...

"Kin Zhai" told me about this sort of new dancing, called the popping. Originated from Japan and this kind of dancing is now popular in KL (not sure about Sabah tou, cos we're still OUT!!)

They are so so so far far far away and away more talented than us=(

it's good to be home

chicky

The real reason why Blogging is hard.... coz i'm lazy

2009-10-25T19:54:00.004+08:00

NO PINK BIRTHDAY PARTY

for you this year

BUT i've made a PINK card for you as a birthday present^^

Hope you like it, girl...

*here's your FRIGGIN birthday card*

JD!!

*friendship is a charming word in a friends vocabulary*

OMG, i'm so lazy to blog nowadays. Tired of being too free i guessed.

Saturday

K-box turns 'any surface' into a speaker

YEAH!!!

omg, someone gonnna kill me after this... muahahahah!!!

I'm a lazy chick!!

chicky

=)

2009-10-15T15:17:00.003+08:00

RANDOM-Having no specific pattern, purpose, or objective

tht's what I'm going through now... I'm LOST~~

This car is awesome... "Bumper-less"

Random....

Well, at least someone is having fun...
Jocelyn, brought her water bottle to sing K. What a "thing"...

random again....

Then, i got my new driving licence, few days ago. All by myself^^
priceless~~

Thinking through writing, as I am doing now,

is one way of experimenting with the expression of an idea.

But thinking through making work is entirely different.
Haha, Jamie's birthday is just around the corner,

so I'm just trying to make something for her, probabaly a banner?

CT AND JAE???

This is where the pencil comes in.
Just realise that sketching is so much FUN!!
the only way you'll know for sure is if you turn off your phone,
pick up a pencil and try it yourself.
I can connect ideas and communicate messages in ways that words don't.
I see relationships in ways that aren't evident through words alone.
It's a different type of language, that's what makes ART so special and fun.
Candy is Jae's favourite, as always...

**i just love ART so much coz it's RANDOM**

love

chicky

The sweet calm sunshine of October

2009-10-05T20:14:00.008+08:00

"OCTOBER-a wonderful time to begin anything "

Before that...

Here are the September babies…Happy Belated birthday buddies!!

Blasting October!!!

2nd Oct 2009

My lil brother’s 12th birthday! NO big birthday celebration this year for him coz it’s my late aunt’s anniversary so we have to keep everything as LOW as possible…

3rd Oct 2009

We celebrated Sharon Chia’s birthday at Langkah Syabas Resort, which is located at Putatan or even Lokawi, not sure about the exact place actually. I remembered that we have to travel for a very long journey; I think it took us about 40 minutes to reach that place, more like a road trip huh. Unfortunately I won’t be driving for this week coz my car!! have to send it to the workshop T.T Guess what? The timing belt has broken!!! Sigh… headache! headache! How to sell it after this???

*Langkah Syabas Resort*

*the ROAD TRIP to Putatan*

Here's some of the pictures i took...

*the pinkish girls*

Before the party, all the girls gathered at Renee’s hse to make the decorations. Not sure what the guys do anyway.. haha.. SHIT coz it’s raining and we hardly finds a place to surprise Sharon coz it’s an open space and also outdoor so everything done last minutes. End up, we used some of the empty boxes as the tables, umbrella to “camouflage” us, I know I know, it was a really bad idea but there’s nothing to hide the cake =S hahaha.. COOL huh!! Everything was fine and we really had a great time together, laughing all the time. Despite it was a very so called “odd” surprise birthday party but that’s make it more unforgettable and special. Right? But anyway, thumb up to everyone^^

*the cups we've decorated*

*the foods*

*the moment hiding behind the umbrella, lol*

*obviously, the guys...*

*our tables, creative huh...*

*miss sunshine^^*

*vic's signing on the card*

*something remarkable*
*of course... the birthday girl-Sharon Chia*

Aww… can’t imagine how lonely I’ll be after leaving this place; I’ll miss them and every single moment we’ve shared together. I always like this place( I mean Sabah…) I cant find any other good places that suit me well other than my own place, here’s where I always be, this is the place where I found my friendship, my family, my education, my childhood, and the REAL me!! I love this place, fall in love and feel amaze of its beauty and people! But I’m sad when thinking of leaving Sabah very soon and can only come back once a while, to be more exact, I can only come back here 5 years later!! Sigh… I really miss my friends, looking them leaving one by one, I knew that we couldn’t make it forever as a friend coz the bond is getting looser… I just can’t figure it out why some of them hated Sabah so much, keep begging to leave this place, tsk tsk tsk!!

the beauty of Sabah...

*sunset in Sabah always be top listed in the world, believe it?*

*i took this picture 2 months ago somewhere around Old Penampang*

4th Oct 2009
Hang out again with R n S to KK box.
BUT…
*drum rolls*
….
…
..
.
…expensive lar…
RM 38 per person T.T
‘Tuesday baru FREE wa…’
Since we all “mao chian” so decided to “kon si” to CP
SHIT movie, tot it was a high school drama but ended up with horror scene, <Sorority Row>...Ahhhh!! waiting for the movie “2012” and "MJ's This is it" to come out~~ MUST WATCH!!
But anyway.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC LIM
I’m so sorry for abandoned you on your birthday but no doubt coz you still have your E and the ovum man, Steven!!

I learnt something recently

LESSON NO.1
BY SAW LIP

S.L: Did someone tell you anything about the real fact about matching, as husband and wife?
ME: err.. don’t think so… what’s so special about it?
S.L: Allow me to explain to you. IF both the couple were good looking; the husband was handsome and the wife was beautiful then it’s PERFECT match. IF one of them good looking and the other one was ugly, then it’s FAKE LOVE. He or she gets married for something, either for name or power or money…
ME: If both of them not good-looking?
S.L: Then it’s because of NO CHOICE….
ME: haha…. Wow~~ so “funny”
S.L: Coz all the “goodies” have been taken away left those no choice one so NO CHOICE lor…
ME: (-.-)!!!

LESSON NO.2
BY JONATHAN

ME: Can long distance relationship works?
S.W: Very hard o…
J.N: Yalor…
ME: But I heard people said couple shouldn’t be always together, I mean don’t stick together so often so that the feeling always be fresh. If you always together kan, the feeling get faded faster and get bored easily. Agree kah you all?
S.W: No lar… then how to get marry o? Once get married have to spent time for the rest of their life.
J.N: Actually once the couple get married, still have love one but not so long. It will definitely fade away. Maybe the feeling can only withstand for 5 years. After the wife gave birth or after they have several children, I don’t think its love anymore…
S.W & ME: then?
J.N: It’s responsibility… not love.
S.W & ME: oh!!! *clap for him*
(At least it’s reasonable, or maybe it’s true)

To those who is wiling to help me:
Something confusing me, just curious about this love feeling. Sometimes when we said we fall in love with someone, how do you know it was LOVE and not because of our HORMONE’S STIMULATING? Get the point? How to differentiate which is which??? Anyone PRO in this??

Pingual
soptinp tup nop dopon hepe apbopp yepiu, ip mipsip up sop mupciphp. Cap yepiu sip pit? Ip replip lop yewp, mipi hop popinp sopo fapsip wenp ip sop yepiu!! Plespe felp itp wefp urp hop, ip dop replip mipsip youp sop mupciphp, ip sopo glaptep up bakep heper, aptip up texep mep & sepen mep wefp dep wop ‘sappyang,’ thanks you!! Love chicky

2 more weeks… go KL lurrrr……………………………

❤chicky

I am going to say it again.... Bye!!!

2009-09-23T20:10:00.004+08:00

We'll miss you greatly my Friend!

FRIENDSHIP is the best thing we can all be thankful for...without friends we have NOTHING.

DEAR SHARON...

(i know you gotta read this soon)

Sharon...I miss you so much! You are seriously one of the sweetest and kindly people I have ever known... The way you care about people and pay attention to people is amazing. You have the ability to make anyone feel better when they are down, and you have the ability to make anyone feel special. I hope that you are having an amazing time in UK, keep in touch with all of us here, because you are missed! Girl~~I wouldn't trade your friendship for anything in the world. I know we will be friends forever. Thank you so much for always being willing to listen to me..you know I will always do the same for you. I feel so blessed to have you as my friend. Don't ever change ok? You are perfect the way you are! Good luck there, you will be a huge success, and you better call me anytime you need someone to talk to! love you^^

Then it was time for the big moment... T.T

* The card*

These are the people who have helped shape who I am. I couldn't live without you guys. I am so thankful to have you as my friends. I am thankful that I have met you, Sharon... My life would never be the same without you, I am so glad I can truly call YOU as my friend...No matter what we do, we always have a good time, right? I think that's what the difference between a friend and a 'best' friend is. BUT hey!!I don't think you know how much I care about you, because I have never been good at telling you that. I value having you in my life more that you can possibly know.

*Sharon... I love being ur friend~~*

TRULY

you know we ❤ you
❤chicky

Such a day...

2009-09-22T15:19:00.003+08:00

FRIENDSHIP ends when you STOP sharing...

Sweet words are easy to say;

Sweet things are easy to buy;

But sweet people are difficult to find.

Life ends when you stop dreaming;

Hope ends when you stop believing;

Love ends when you stop crying;

FRIENDSHIP ends when you stop sharing.

So share this with whoever you consider a friend.

To love without condition. . .

To talk without intention. . .

To give without reason. . .

And to care without expectation.

Busying for this currently! A card for someone "special"-SHARON

SHARON

You're my friend and that is true,but the gift was given from me to u. We went thru moments that were good and bad, even moments that were happy and sad.u supported me when i was in tears,we stuck together when we were in fear. You are friendly, kind and caring, sensitive, loyal and understanding. Humorous, fun, secure and true^^Always there... yes that's u, sharon...

Another friend left-Ian Ng

hope we can meet again^^

Someone made me angry yesterday & disappointed !! Sigh....

such a day...
❤chicky

My friends keep leaving the country

2009-09-18T11:24:00.005+08:00

I'm so sad because i started to miss my friends and I don't know what to do?
my close friends all went away to university and college, I'm like on the verge of tears!I really do love my friends a lot. Jamie, Charlene, Sharon, Yiew, Sabrina- love you all to the heavens and back a MILLION times! These people are my confidants, my support and my outlet for fun! What would I be without them? I feel thankful every day that I am surrounded by such beautiful people. I miss my friends!!

Aren't they wonderful?

To my dearest friend Yiew Yiew,
warm greetings to wish you
as you take this "great adventure" to Cardiff just
know I'm sending an Angel to go with you.
have a wonderful time and keep in touch girl^^

Have a great "study trip".

Love you sweetie,
talk to you when you get back

We'll miss you, good luck, on Voyage Yiew

*A secure friendship is not threatened by time or distance.* , remember that.
chickster

My besties that i concern very much-Sharon n Yiew..

This would be the last picture taken with both of you before you guys leaving. You two will be missed, YES YOU TWO WILL BE SOOO MISSED... Sharon is leaving next Wednesday, and i'm so sad about it, less than 1 week to go~~ Sharon!! I don't need to see your face, or hold your hand to know that I love you as a friend. For I love the world. And you are very special part of it, you have a loving heart that always understand's. That's why I chose you to be my friend.
My love for you will never end .
"I Love You" my friend

How i wish you could read this message by yourself one day...

T.T

Another friend of mine is leaving again!-poe wei

WE'LL MISS YOU TOO

study hard my friend and we'll meet again^^

chicky

The most boring club ever in KK, guess where??

2009-09-12T19:35:00.003+08:00

THE EXPOSE-d

Great!! At last i admit that I went for clubbing~~ Actually, i'm a night person, only ACTIVE during the night, i love being outdoor during the time where most of the people stay at home to sleep, a "vampire" to be specific. I never tell people about it, and i dont wish people out there to know much about my life, probably bcos i dont want to give people a bad impression about myself. But sometimes, i wasn't that correct, i can lie to people around me but i couldn't forgive myself sometimes... What wrong with clubbing? I'm not doing wrong stuffs like stealing or killing, it's OK to be wild during this age, right? Actually, someone told me this," try to expose yourself.."

*wink*

BUT STILL... I've to say this..
The most boring club ever in KK!!-Firefly.
Because:
1.NO dance floor- omg!! Dance floor man!! One of the most important facilities in a club is to have the dance floor and they ignored it. So we kindda disappointed.
2.The band is pretty good but the songs SUCKS!
3.The customer very “lai lai han”.. No mood to club at all.
4.Most of them are female, haha, maybe because it’s Friday night.
5.Everyone drink BECKS. Not sure why…
So… forget about the club, it’s not even a qualified club, more to a bar~~

Drama! Drama! Drama!
Don’t flirt if you don wan to get yourself into troubles… I have a friend who loves to flirt, flirt as n “touch”. Sounds eww but yea, it’s true. If you don’t want to get into unnecessary troubles, just forget about flirting… seriously flirting is GOOD, but there will always be a certain limitation. I don’t want to explain everything out but honestly, two drunken male & female can do something without their conscious mind, and I just realized that guys always like to take advantage on female, please lar, please be gentleman!! I tot he is a good guy with a heart but luckily I found out earlier, neh… not at all! Since you’re still our friend so I will forgive you but definitely not gotta forget it! U’re out!

Gathering at TA again on Thursday night.

Spot the 2 differences!! LOL
Here's the answer~~ haha...

These are some of the gifts that I’ve received from my friends recently. There they are, sweet and adorable^^ Thx guys, love you...The most “I don’t get it” gift was this weird thing..

Handmade cookie/bun/dessert/cake?? I don’t even know which category it belongs to. LOL… And I can’t even put it into my mouth because just look at it, like an artificial “HUMAN BRAIN”! Still inside the container and I’m gotta eat them all SOON, actually I’ve been saying it since the day I received it, probably last week, haha…and to be honest, I’m not good in “fear factor”…

There will be a reunion for ex-St.James people, not sure who is the organizer but most probably “piak sa”.( haha, long time din call her with this nickname.) Hopefully they cancel it!! Hhahahahaahha….

*I’m bad*

xoxo

❤chicky

OMG!! this is soooooo funny...

2009-09-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

PARODY

MAD TV - Home Alone Again with Michael Jackson

Madtv Oprah Winfrey Hilarious

MadTv No Frills Airlines

*wink*

❤chicky

Top 10 from askmen

2009-09-04T12:48:00.009+08:00

taken from: http://www.askmen.com/

Top 10

Things you should never say to a woman

No.10 - Anything bad about her guy friends

One of the ways a woman marks a guy as “insecure” the fastest is if he starts dissing her guy friends, especially if he hasn’t met them and doesn’t know her very well. Here’s the deal: Even if they are more than friends, you are only making yourself look like you are scared of competition from them, which to a woman screams “insecurity.” Best to just keep your mouth shut when they are mentioned and focus on your game instead.

No.9 - "I'll call you Friday"

Ending a phone conversation with a “next step” is a good technique if you’re trying to sell someone something, but not when you are talking to a woman. First of all, you are killing any spontaneity by being predictable. Second, you are also killing any chances of her calling you, as she has to now wait for your call or risk looking desperate. Not good.

No.8 - Anything that hints at a "future"

Often when guys are hanging out with a woman for the first time and she mentions something she likes or likes to do, a guy will use that as an opportunity to hint at a future date. For example, she might say she loves Thai food, so you say, “Wow, so do I. We should go get Thai food sometime.” Stop, stop, stop, stop! While this sounds good in theory, you must remember that women not only want but need a guy who is somewhat of a “challenge.” If partway through the first date you are talking about hanging out again and again and again, she knows that you are really into her, which means the game is over and she has won. Sure, it’s nice to connect with someone when you first hang out with them, and of course you should want to do some fun activities together, but don’t let her know that she has “won you over” too quickly or you’ll come off just like every other guy she’s gone out with that is ready to “put a ring on it” after date No. 1.

No.7 - "How many guys have you slept with?"

First of all, do you really want to know? Second of all, again you are showing insecurity, especially if you ask this in the beginning. Sure, if she asks you first, go ahead. But trust me, you don’t want to be the one to start this conversation. You can only lose.

No.6 - "I left you a message the other day, but didn’t hear back. What happened?"

This might be the most common mistake guys make after not hearing back from a woman, and while it sounds trivial, it is a big one. It took me a long time to figure out what to do when a woman didn’t return one of my messages, but I finally figured out it’s best to just ignore it and proceed as if it never happened. If you mention an un-returned message to a woman you are doing two things: 1. Showing that you care that she didn’t return it. (Hint: If you just met woman it is too soon to care!); and 2. Giving her a guilt trip, which women see as insecurity.

No.5 - "Do you like me?"

If I had to pick out a single phrase that shuts a woman’s attraction switch off permanently, this is it. Asking a woman a question like this is the opposite of being confident. So don’t ask, just assume she likes you, and go from there. I mean, hey, who wouldn’t?

No.4 - "What do you want to do tonight?"

There is a saying that a woman likes a “man with a plan,” and it is absolutely true. When you call a woman to hang out, make sure you have a game plan. Don’t put the burden on her or she won’t see you as the type of guy who can show her a good time.

No.3 - Anything about your car, job or house that sounds like you are trying to impress her

Do you know what kind of guys brag about their cars, jobs and houses to women? Well, the truth is a lot of different kinds of guys, but women put them all in one category: guys who have nothing else to offer. I’m serious, ask any attractive woman about this and she’ll agree. Sure, you may attract some women, but even those women will be far more impressed by your material possessions if you don't mention them in conversation.

No.2 - "Can I take you out on a date sometime?"
Similar to No. 1, a woman wants to be with a man who is a leader and in control, not someone who asks her permission to hit on her. Don’t ever ask a woman if you can take her out, just ask her out. But do it in a confident way. It can be as simple as saying, “We should hang out. What’s your number?” Or even telling her a specific place you want to take her: “Hey, let’s take a salsa lesson together, it will be fun!’

No.1 - "Can I kiss you?"
Ask any woman and she will tell you; a man should never “ask” for a kiss. Asking for a kiss goes against everything a woman is looking for in a man. You may as well just tell her right there that you are a boy. Her answer might be “yes” if she's being polite, but her attraction meter on the inside will read a firm, “no!”For more great tips on how to meet women, getting phone numbers and email addresses from women easily and how to take things to a "physical" level smoothly, be sure to sign up for my free Dating Secrets Newsletter. It’s jam-packed with dozens and dozens of specific strategies you can start using tonight to get more dates.

Lol~~

❤chicky

Happy birthday Michael ❤

2009-08-29T19:57:00.007+08:00

My 50th wall post for this year...
specially for you

"Every path you take you're leaving your legacy"

There should have been a big birthday bash today, Saturday, Aug. 29. There should have been 51 candles on top of the cake. The party may still go on, a posthumous one of sorts, but the birthday boy will be well and truly absent. Happy 51st birthday to my idol, the late King Of Pop Michael Jackson. You’re such a beautiful angel who always spread the love to the world and you always sensitive to people’s pain… We love you MJ!! You made us feel the magical of LOVE, we do miss you =(

If Michael Jackson had been wise he would be alive. He wasn't wise.
There's no other way of saying it, but Michael Jackson was a fool. "Every path you take you're leaving your legacy," he would sing. And he sure left us a legacy. Not just as a great entertainer, but maybe as Hollywood's biggest drug abuser of all time. Michael Jackson could have been alive if those around him had called him into question for his self-destructive drug addiction. The problem was, he surrounded himself with "yes men" n their silence enabled him to continue on his crash course to Hell...

If, if, if. If he had done this, if he had done that, he could have been alive, celebrating his fifty-first birthday.

"Happy birthday Michael," many will say today.

"Wish you were here."

And he could have been here -'if'.

*Michael's signature*

This is one of my favourite song of the late King Of PoP

The outings

Went for movie with couples of friends recently to watch movie- "Orphan".. haha, actually i watched it twice because it's worth to watch twice or even the third time^^ went for the 1st time with Ant, Sab and chloe... Jo was only the "kelefe" here... haha!! cos she looked so mature with the formal outfit. See>>>

Hang out with Jessie and Sack yesterday. We went to k-box to sing K and watch movie-"orphan", as i said i watched it twice~~ And we do have so much fun yesterday, thx guys^^

Here is it again.
I always met with ppl who like to pretend themselves, and I’m always being the last person to know the truth. Recently… just realized tht a friend of mine pretending just to get some attentions from us. Is a “she”… She is very pretty and stunning, talented and adorable woman. Every guys like her, to be honest, if I’m a guy I’ll like her too~~ But the world seems so realistic and fair, tht no one in this world is PERFECT. She is very good in drawing and she won lots of trophies and cert. previously and also quite popular in our school since she’s good in everything but guesses what? A friend of mine just told me that most of her artworks were not hers. Means someone was helping her to complete her artworks, she couldn’t draw such a professional drawings with her age. I’ll rather choose to believe my friend cos he’s studying art (illustration) so he might know much of it, definitely not bcoz of jealousy~~

Honesty is the best policy!!

So, don’t ever ever pretend, be yourself and tht’s the best things to be n not others^^ People accept the real you, not the way you pretend yourself. *wink*

Anyway... Happy belated 19th birthday to my Junior friend, Jonathan Ng! {27August o9} Another year has passed and you're older by 1 year. No prank for this year since you aren't here so... lucky you! Thanks for being such an awesome friend^^ miss you...

Happy Birthday Michael Jackson❤

you will always in my heart...

❤chicky

I ❤ ICE-CREAM

2009-08-25T20:11:00.004+08:00

ICE-CREAM!!

i just realize that I love to eat ice-cream, and especially so for chocolate flavour... Especially Caramel ice-cream~~ wow.. its just coz its cold n yummy!! its good,cold,sweet,semi-liquid/when u let it sit out a bit long/ stuff! =Pit makes your head feel better when u have a fever,or sore-throat. hahah..

left: sab's

center: Jo's

right: mine

This is Helen's baby girl, Abigail. Just turned her 1st ever birthday on 14th August. Omg!! Finally she can walk^^ and talk and dancing and say bye bye to us!!! ahhh.. so adorable~~

sorry pei li, i watched the movie today.. haha!!so Friday cant accompany you watch it.. i'll watch orphan with Sack then^^Great 3D animate movie!! i love the storyline of this cute movie and i love the balloons!!! I do love balloons~~ If there's someone who give me balloons on my birthday I'll definitely kiss tht person!! But oops, secret leaks out so not counted.....

Hey!! i have a sweet dream today!! hahahha...

love today's dream

❤chicky

The outings

2009-08-22T20:28:00.005+08:00

19th August 2009
Outing with some friends again at Damai Upperstar... It's a bit "sien" to go there n the workers do recognise me coz i go there almost every night.. sigh~~It's our ex-S2 xiao's gathering since yiew, mei chen and boon were here so no choice,i've to go there n i did promised Avan to spend time with him that night BUT... he "put aeroplane" and just sent a message to apologise. How dare him!! But anyway, we do enjoyed ourselves that night^^ After the dinner, Renee and I decided to go Metro to play pool so... *wink* and after that sharon n I went to Yiew to have some girls talk n we do talk n share a lot regarding relationship problems. I'm so concern about them and tht nite was quite an emotional night for us~~ Anyway, things just dont go smoothly n there will always be obstacles that blocking the way.. Be strong girls!!

Samantha Wong n I

Anthony & Boon
half FS

TODAY

I've just completed my IELTS trial few hrs ago in Damai and I've tried my best at the moment just that there are still lots of blur regulations when sitting for the trial, I dont think i did it well since i lost my 30 minutes for my writing section T.T means i've only half an hr to complete two essay so imagine how terrible the situation was~~ After that, went for BBQ at my fav. place, TA to farewell Saw and i've a great time with them^^

Renee & me

from left: Renee, Pei li, me n Debbie
from left: me, Sack, renee, debbie, pe li, Jia Meei, Saw, Kuck & Thiong

I love my friendsss

oh ya! we gotta buy present for Helen Ting tomorrow before visit her and order some pizza too.. sounds great right? Somehow, tomorrow might be the last or the second last visit to my fav. teacher's house! I'll miss you teacher !!!

muaks for this day^^

❤chicky

LadyGaga is a Hermaphrodite!!

2009-08-16T21:18:00.005+08:00

Omgosh~~ LadyGaga confirms that she is a HERMAPHRODITE!!
She was born with both male parts and female parts. She recently played at the Glastonbury festival in England, during this show she made a grand entrance riding a motorcyle and this happened(watch the video below)...

Its nt something to be ashamed of, she just have both male n female genitalia but she still consider herself as a female and she is still a human. But hmmm....she said she had no panties on.. what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She freaks me out~~

❤chicky

Finally he is "5"!!

2009-08-13T13:49:00.004+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday

To my beloved papa: Happy belated birthday! He's turning 5o this year on the 11th August 2009, wow, half century already^^ That night we gathered together to celebrate his birthday, kind of a surprise birthday but he accidentally open the refrigerator and saw the cake T.T My papa is a wonderful father and fantastic "Pa". He is adored and respected by all of us. Happy Birthday, Dad!! Love you~~

My papa was the youngest papa in my class before.. That time he's only 48 yrs old, the only age started with "4" in my class list, most of my them already over 50 yrs old~~ Finally he turns "5"!!

Gotta miss my mama too cos she went to Manila already for 1 month!! She'll only be back on the 5th Sept!!

Upperstar freak

omg.. THIS IS CUTE!

A song made for IMU!!

not much to say, a bit lazy to on9 nowadays. Lazy to blog too~~

I'm lazy

❤chicky

Crossing your fingers for me !!

2009-08-09T21:24:00.002+08:00

A-level result is coming out tomorrow!!

I hope to get lots of you crossing your fingers for me on Monday

which is tomorrow as i have my A-level result come out tomorrow~~

hugs all round!

Muaks...

❤chicky

As malaysian goes international

2009-08-03T20:39:00.003+08:00

Zee Avi! We are proud of you!!

After I saw the chinese newspaper only i know all the radio playing her song and she is a Malaysian. She is just 23 but she's an old soul. A huge talent in a petite frame bringing a universal message from the unlikely birthplace of Borneo, born in the tiny town of Miri in Sarawak on the island of Borneo. Most of her songs are about the reality side of romance, outlets to vent her emotions. Her single "Bitter Heart" was first to become available on the US iTunes store, and her full self-titled debut album was released 3 months ago~~Yo, i just love her voice, crystal clear voise and her simplicity, i like this song(Bitter Heart) cos its very strange in a good way it just so good and snappy ^^

*i dont like the way she looks in this video, she look more pretty without any makeup*

Awesome!!

Zee Avi! You made us proud to be malaysian~~

❤chicky

Quiz

2009-08-01T21:27:00.003+08:00

A quiz about...

What career will suit my personality?

You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to be creative, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:

Artist
Historian
Banker
Novelist
University Professor
Photographer
Vet
Paralegal
Graphic Designer
Online Content Developer
Webmaster
Producer
Managing Director
Nutritionist
Advertising
Nursing

You like working and being alone. You like to avoid attention at all costs. You tend to keep to yourself, and not interact much with the people around you. You enjoy spending time with a few a close friends. You like to listen to others, but don't like sharing much about yourself. You are very quiet and private.
You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don't like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.
You like to be deeply involved in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others and protect their feelings.
You trust your gut instincts. You are easily inspired and trust that inspiration. You are very innovative. You analyse things by looking at the big picture. You are concerned about how what you do affects others. You worry about your actions and the future. You tend to use a lot of metaphors and are very descriptive and colourful in your choice of language.
You are very creative, and get bored easily if you don't get to express yourself. You like to learn new things. You don�t like the same old routine. You like to leave your options open.

Try this quiz: http://quiz.ivillage.com/uk_work/tests/career.htm

Hahahaha, just took a quiz for fun. Who knows maybe one day I'll
become one of them^^

❤chicky

Happy Birthday Dude❤

2009-07-27T19:54:00.003+08:00

It's my brother's birthday today!!Happy 18th Birthday dude!!!! Techinically he’s not so little anymore, he is way taller than me. He keeps calling me a midget! Can you believe that? He’s around 6’1” and continues to grow! Craps~~ But so sad tht we're unable to celebrate his 18th birthday cos he is now "arm-ing"(National Service) in Kubu Bharu, so far away from here T.T Sorry dude!! Anyway, I've bought u present and just wait for you to come back claim for it^^Hope u like it... U're a big boy and u can earn money now, i hate to say this but i'm a bit jealous at you cos you're so mature and you know, 18 yr old, u can earn up to rm2000 per month. Ahh~~ and look at me? older than you but I earn nothing... But dont worry, i wont stop here!! I can beat you~~

Oh ya, went shopping shopping today and we bought something>>> perfume!!! I just sprayed the fantastic Chanel No.5 on myself. I love how the notes unfold and I can detect the fruity smell. Perfect scent for me!! I love wearing this fragrance cos it puts me in a relaxed state of mind. Muahahaha~~ Chanel No.5 was the top fragrance selling before in France according to my friend(dunno true or not) Anyway, it suit me^^

Happy birthday!!

❤ sista!!

Finding my OWN angels

2009-07-22T11:47:00.010+08:00

Finding my OWN angels

I'm still looking for my angels even in the 21st century, people might think tht i'm crazy or out of my mind by saying angels. Err... are you nut?? But for me, ANGELS means something that trustworthy, something we can believe with,cos they are helpful, kind, reliable, protective, supportive, love me and respect me... Sounds more like friends right but I just found out something, yea, I have plenty of friends but not friends indeed, definitely not reliable

T.T

What do you feel when they tease on you? makes you think that u're not fit with them or u will think that u're not NORMAL?(even if you are) What if they betrayed you? cos they think you never care for it? Or pretend to be ur friends? Or friends that only will invite you out if he/she needs you...

What will you feel?

Hurts?

Painful?

It doesnt sounds like friends anymore right? Unfortunately, everything happened to me. I'm not sure why, maybe cos i never tell them how i feel or maybe i always smile even though it's hurt or maybe they are not belong to me, is it time for me to QUIT?? Sometimes, i feel like telling them how i felt but i know what will happen~~

I WILL LOST MOST OF THEM!!

definitely...

But i dont want to hurt anyone in this, cos ppl may think that i'm too sensitive or "xiao qi", even so, i've been controlling myself for 5 yrs?? Most of them dont really care about me, i mean my stuffs, who's my idol? what's my fav. colour, my fav. movies, .... etc. Feeling upset to be NOTHING for them...

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Kind of embarassing when they ask me "why no guys attracted on you?" can you believe it? A friend ask such a sensitive question in front of ur other friends? They liked to tease me, as always, but playing is playing, every games do have limit right? So do human!! Should I tell the world who chased me b4 or how I rejected every single of them? It's not neccessary right? and it's P-O-I-N-T-L-E-S-S!! This are our own private things, why should we tell the whole world about it? They told me everything and i heard everthing but when it is my turn to tell my stuffs, they never care or change it back to their topics... sigh...

I feel so lonely, empty and unprotected..

yea, chicky? bubbly, never angry, happy always...

but the real me? EMPTY...

feel like going back to meet him again... I never feel so lonely b4~~

He is the warmest person i ever met with and I do miss those days T.T

❤ chicky

it's Saturday night and I stay at home...DAMN!

2009-07-11T20:25:00.005+08:00

Karaoke ON!!

Oh~~ i love today, spent my evening time with my friends in K-box from 3pm to 6pm. Short but "syok"!! We went totally wild today, singing catchy & rock songs, making a lot of fun but not for the throat=( Damn, i felt so sorry for my throat~~ I'm not gotta join them tonight, cos i'm not feeling that well and i'm rushing to complete something.. It's Saturday night!!! So sad=(

This is Tommy.. so ridiculous~~ haha...

my besties, sab n charlene

T.Young and Steffi

of course.. Avan and me^^

I felt so sorry for my daddy cos I spent a lot of $$ this month. I'm so sorry dad!!

Almost rm1000 for only a month, sorry!!!

It's Saturday night!!!
❤chicky

❤ JUST a simple dedication for Jamie Goh!!

2009-07-10T16:40:00.006+08:00

BYE BYE JAMIE GOH!!

She was just leaving KK to KL about 5 hrs ago for her further studies in IMU.

I wish her all the BEST throughtout her life there and study hard as a nutritionist^^

I just want to thank you for all you've done, Jae...

You've helped me through a lot, you're really an adorable and reliable friend
Thanks for all the good times that we share...

It shows that you're one who really does care^^
Thanks for being there when time got rough~~

You make it easier when times get too tough.

Thanks for being there each and every day.

Thanks for being you in that very special way.

Here's something sweet for her just b4 she left. We just made up our mind yesterday night, to sort of surprise her at night to her hse, holding a potrait of each of us.. LOL but it's cute^^ she was totally stunt when we get there with this crazy pots~~ haha but it's fun. We didnt spent much time with her b4 she left cos you know, as what all the couples do. She felt bad too of course but it's OK lar Jae, we forgive ya...

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A friend will be there for you when things are good...but a TRUE friend will be there for you when things are good and also when things are very bad...and just when it feels like you will never smile again...she can put a smile on your face with just with a hug...therefore, i would like to pass this simple 'my adorable friends' award to Jamie Goh!!!

we will miss you Jamie Goh!!! Muaks~~

ANYWAY..

this are the year book pages for S2B 2009
just finished it a week ago^^

STOP FAKING!

To the two fakers: U know what? You're a jerk and the other one is a B****!! U hurt my friend and u lied to me. Whatever, so called friend? so called help? so called trustworthy? Everyone know who is the faker now, too late to pretend and no point to pretend "my friend"! I'm not gotta say who's the two ultimate faker but everything was too late.. Thx to all the gossips, it helps a lot^^ Gossips VS friends? Gossips won this time~~

Bon voyage Jamie

stop faking fakers!!

❤chicky

I ❤ being 19

2009-07-05T20:19:00.007+08:00

Life being 19 is sooooo awesome. I'm having a blast clubbing, playing the pokies and buying my own alcohol. Only down side is it has fattened me up and taken my money away. haha... My life is alright... Some of my good friends from Brisbane and Perth came up to have some shots yesterday as to farewell our lil princess Jamie Goh=( here she is, holding a bucket of flowers which is from us^^

then~~

was out last night after Jae's farewell, her farewell was ended quite early and we decided to hang around until midnight and of course, as usual~~ where all the teenage girls will go hang out... had a great laugh though only stayed there for a while, mabe dancing crazy~~ lol. food was awesome. chat was crappy as usual and company was great. lol.... We stayed there for like at most one and the half hr? we left cause the music there is just not our type, and we have to get back b4 1230am...

CINDERELLA??

i vomit last night!! NO! it's today morning~~

❤ chicky

LOVE chooses you

2009-06-30T15:06:00.005+08:00

It is a mystery why we fall in love.

It is a mystery hw it happens.

It is a mystery when it comes.

It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.

It's true tht there are people who easily fall in love- the kind of love they believe that can last forever. However, this love is easy to change, when situation becomes worse and difficult, it can also make people fall out of love...There are lots of reasons why two people fell deeply in love, same as there are also many reasons why they fall out of love. It's easy for people to identify the reasons why they fell in love with the person but find it difficult to point out the reasons why they fall out of love~~ Sometimes, people just simply say, they fall out of love without any reason at all. And that is definitely false!!! Of course, there are reasons behind tht sudden change of feelings. It is just a matter of self-denial, where people are afraid to face the true reasons coz they don't like to hurt the person they once love b4.

1.LACK OF COMMUNICATION
The more you communicate, the more you get to know that person well.
Lack of communication will create misunderstanding, doubts and other negative feelings towards ur partner... If these weren't controlled or settled nicely, it can possibly worsen the relationship with ur partner.

2.UNSETTLED DIFFERENCES
Mostly, when you fell in love, you don't yet knew each other well until such time that you live together or spend long time with each other~~ And when you begin to discover the real identity of your partner, you will realize tht there are lots of differences btw the 2 of you like interest, likes and dislikes, principles in life, lifestyle, and other factors... If you can't accept these differences, you find it hard to live or go along well with your partner. And before you knew it, you are beginning to fall out of love to that person coz ur mind tells you that he/she is not the right mate for you.=(

3.CHANGE OF CRITERIA
Sometimes, we like to set certain criteria or standards... And we normally compare qualities of the person we love with our given set of qualities. And in times of mismatch, there is a tendency that you loose interest that can lead to falling out of love~~

4.LOSS OF ATTRACTION
It is a fact tht love usually starts with physical attraction of the person. The affection only grows deeper as you get to know the other aspect tht makes tht person lovable. But there are also times tht these attraction diminishes to such a point that it is no longer excites you and can lead ur feelings to total loss of attraction...

5.DISAPPOINTMENTS
When you love a person, you normally expect that person to return the love with same level and intensity... And when he/she fails, disappointment will be felt. This kind of disappointment often creates negative feelings tht if not controlled cn cause ur affection to fade. o.O

Falling out of love hurts. The sting is even more painful when you are still in love and your partner is not. They want answers where there are no answers~~LOLz... Theywant to know wat is wrong in them tht makes the other person no longer love them, or try to get their love to change, thinking tht if some small things were different, love would bloom again... They try anything to give meaning to wat has happened. BUT!! there is no meaning beyond the love itself~~ If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart. If you find urself someone in love with you but you don't love him/her back, gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage; do not cause pain. Hw you deal with love is hw you deal with urself. All our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different. If you fall in love with another, and he falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it nor toassess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time. Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.

feel the love

❤ chicky

❤ R.I.P to MJ

2009-06-27T20:41:00.010+08:00

Michael Jackson was one of the biggest pop star of the 1980s, and certainly one of the most popular recording artists of all time.

I am deeply shocked and sad to hear of Michael Jackson’s untimely death. I’ve always loved his music and believe him to be the most talented artist in history... I still cannot believe he is gone!! I keep wishing it was not true. I loved the man and his music and will forever. May we never ever forget the man that was Micheal Jackson. His legacy will live on forever. He will truly be missed and I plan on blasting his hits for the years to come. You will forever and always live on in the hearts of the millions you touched! You were the legend of all legends and you will truly be missed. Michael Jackson will live on in many many peoples hearts and memories... YOU will never be forgotten... Thank you, Michael for unforgettable music and your amazing spirit. Rest in Peace, Michael Jackson!!

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MJ-Speechless

michael jackson - you are my life

R.I.P MJ

❤ chicky

❤ Graduated ❤

2009-06-23T20:28:00.005+08:00

I am free! I graduated last Saturday morning, and I've got to say, I'm super glad.I slept yesterday, and I slept today, and I'll sleep tomorrow, and the day after that.... haha. I am now FINALLY done. COOL huh~~ Only my dad was attending my graduation ceremony cos my mum was not feeling well that day + have to look after my grandma=(

Anyway, I'm so glad and proud of myself cos I've finally finished my A-level courses and now looking and searching for university!! Finally I've came out with a conclusion that I'm going to choose architecture and I believe I won't be regret this time^^ Sorry dad for not following your pathway but this is my life, this is my future, it's my destiny. It's been my passion to involve myself to the art world. And believe me, I wont let you DOWN daddy!!

GRADUATED finally^^

the stage

NEXT

would be the PROM NIGHT cum Teacher's Day Celebration
It's time for all the juniors and senior student’s look forward to this special night. The theme is about "MTV award" for this year, a bit weird but it's still OK for us^^ Everyone is looking so pretty that night and this is the night where all the hot hot chicks and werewolfs are coming out to search for "food"~~ I didnt put all the pictures in my blog cos u know..the line is sucks...

Ms Joanna Chong-the cutest lecturer ever^^

Happy teacher's day!!

Ian Ng-the one who said I'm pretty that night^^
the black FS

My two other besties in college^^

muaks❤

Sleep over at Jae's hse after that^^

The "graduater"

❤ chicky

❤ Happy Birthday Sabby!!! ❤

2009-06-16T13:20:00.008+08:00

15 JUNE

It’s sabby’s 19th birthday!! I’m so glad that everything was done smoothly yesterday. At least she was surprised^^ Happy Birthday Sab! I’ve made her a birthday card which took me for about 2 hrs to complete it, this is it… Pls do take care of this card cos I really put some efforts on it, and I did sacrifice my sleeping time to complete it…I hope you like it girl^^ we also bought her a cake and a Converse handbag which we thought she will love it…

the biggest S for the biggest SAB!!

But please forgive me for not into mood of celebrating your birthday yesterday! You know why right? I’VE LOST MY CAR KEY!!! Craps! I shouldn’t put it in my pocket, clumsy me…But anyway, I’ve got the spare key now^^ Thx to the other FS and friends who helped us to celebrate Sab’s birthday too…

the cake

the present

and the birthday girl!!

Aww.. I think this will be last time we can celebrate your birthday together, so I hope you will remember this day and please remember us! You’re such a great friend sab, you know why I never angry even though you tease on me? Because I always remember the moments you helping me, you are the only one who always be with us when we have problems, we love you Sab and everything is more than words… I never thought that we can be really this close since the day I said you’re “sombong”, remember? And you know what?You're amazing, and I'm really glad to have gotten to know you better more recently. *hugs tightly* Hope you have a truly awesome day cause you totally deserve to have a faaaabulous time doing whatever the hell you do, and that you get everything you wished for. You are awesomely awesome, my dear, and therefore you deserve an awesomely awesome birthday.

happy birthday sabrina!!

❤ chicky

❤FS tradition❤

2009-06-13T15:20:00.002+08:00

BK DISASTER

LOL

❤ chicky

✿Not my day ✿

2009-06-08T14:51:00.004+08:00

6th June 2009

✿Happy Birthday GOH PEI LI!!! ✿

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Finally, A-level exam was over, I was struggling with my exam for the last few months, and duh!! Time to play hard^^ But still, I’m so disappointed for my Chemistry paper, both paper 4 and 5. Especially today’s paper 5, ah! I’m so so so damn stupid, speechless but I know it was badly done… I was panic during the exam and I cant think properly, cant focus properly, maybe because I didn’t slept nicely yesterday night. Anyway, life must go on and wish me good luck!!

✤Goodbye Institut Sinaran ✤

I kindda like IS coz I learnt a lot of things here, get along with everyone, but somehow still some of them nope.. haha.. And I took part in most of the main activities in IS, served for the college… Being one of the sub-committee in YSC was the greatest things that I’ve earned from IS, even I wasn’t that happy at the beginning, haha… But guess what? Maybe I should thankful to the one who nominated me to be the A&P chairperson; I like this club very much cos through this club, I get a chance to know many friendsss… After for a few months in this club, I started to know my ability in handling some responsibility, I wasn’t that well prepared to be the leader, still not good enough! Anyway, some of them were not here anymore, kindda miss them too, we went through lots of ups and downs together and I’m so glad to meet them^^

Here’s my achievement in IS during yr 2008
1.Sub-committee in YSC
2.Sinaran frontline 2008
3.Sinaran Year book 2008
4.Sinaran Handbook 2009
5.Year book page (YSC & S1C& S1B)
6.Capmpaign anti-Kutu Sampah(kind of the winner)
7.A&P designer 2008
8.A&P Vice director for Blood Donation 2008
9.ISOCOC- wording designer
10.CorelDRAW workshop
11.2008 IS night usher

But one thing I don’t like in IS is-two-faced people. Craps! I always met with this kind of people in IS, maybe there are still lots of them that I havnt meet with but meeting few of them enough to kill me O.o I don’t want to say their name but I hope one day they will realize something about themselves, all the best to you guys~~

Oh no! it will be my last tuition with Helen Ting! I’m so thankful to be one of her student, she always gave me advises that could lead me to be always ready and well prepared in everything. The first time I met her was in my Junior CAMP 2005, had our breakfast face to face and talking all the crapssss… She was our computer teacher last time and also the most sexy teacher of the year in STTSS, haha.. For all this while, from she “pak to” to get married until to be a mother for a baby girl, I never let her down in my exams (don’t talk about test lar). Coz I know she’s the best teacher and she deserved to be the greatest teacher for her students, I will always keep her in my mind and definitely will drop by to her house before I leave…
Leaving is not a good thing but move on is the BEST things!!

Anyway, the things I love being restless is shopping and shopping!! Haha, good to be free after all this while, hoping to release all the stress and go for fun^^ THE BEST IS YET TO COME! June spells party and holiday to me, there’s so many reasons to celebrate, for me, it’s graduation, prom night, Charlene is coming back from Aus, Sab’s birthday and lots of goodies with my besties, not gotta tell you you you out there!! All the good memories for the year’s past in IS, and I hope for a better months ahead is what keeps me going into my adult world! *wink*

Seriously! I’m not sure with this, I think most of the students have this problem with someone they never met with but definitely it’s not a bad thing… What I’m trying to say here is the awkward eye-contact with a stranger. I always have this weird feeling to this guy in IS. We’re so awkward when looking to each other, this awkwardness started since we’re in Junior three. We never know each other and we never talk to each other. Everything had changed on the 21st March, I went for clubbing and I met him that night, he’s such a nice guy, most gentleman guy I ever met with so far, haha.. (Sounds like I’m falling in love with him, but hey! I’m loyal to him k?) We’ve introduced ourselves and get a chance to drink some shots and dancing together, everything was going smoothly that night.. BUT!! When we get back to college, SAME!! Still awkward!! Why?? Is it normal? Or I’m too sensitive in this?? I only feel the awkwardness when I looking at him… Sigh, or we’re meant to be awkward~~ I hate this, I hate awkwardness!! I’m not sure if he’s feeling the same but I’m sure he knows I’m awkward to him~ He always smile to me but I always ignore him, coz of AWKWARD, that’s what I’m trying to mention here…I met him 2 weeks ago in school and we’ve talked for a few minutes, talked about exam stuff and good luck this and that but STILL!! I don’t even looked at him, I know it kind of disrespect him but please HELP me!! I felt so sorry for this guy cos I’m the one who always ignore him, even he’s walking toward me, I’ll walk away from him, it’s not because I don’t like him or what, but the more he smile to me, the more I feel guilty to him; maybe I owe him in my previous life, WTH!!

today is not my day
❤chicky

I've got a crush on Adam Chen❤

2009-06-05T21:19:00.008+08:00

OK. I admit it - I've got a Crush on this guy, 詹金泉!

gossh~~ he's cute and I knew him from a Singapore drama series. He's such an adorable actor and I like him soooo much! He is so talented in acting and for sure qualified as my dream guy!! haha... Go! Adam Chen~~

crush on AdamC..

❤ chicky

❤ let it GO! ❤

2009-05-30T20:52:00.008+08:00

Mood of the moment

I am in my ‘i want to let you go mood,’ BUT HOW?

I've try not to change the course of fate, if it's meant to end then it has to end and let go. Because I know if I don’t let go, pain could deceive me and could push me to do things I am not supposed to do. I have to let it go. When it’s time to let go, I've to give time to heal, coz I have to. It’s the process of healing, and get a life. Chiki!! U can make it!!!

Set myself free and move on. If "it" is really meant for me, we will meet again.

EXAM

I am still having my A-level exams, 9 more days to go.I never like to blog about exams, so do not ask about it. All I can say is if you studied, you will score and if you had tried your best, no regrets!

someone who need balloons

❤chicky

❤ Great! I'm 19...❤

2009-05-25T20:26:00.004+08:00

21st May 2009
Happy birthday to my lil cute cousin. He's 5 years old this year!!

24th May 2009

Oh GREAT...I will be 1 year older ...
but I still think I look like I am 16 years old.
Haha… what do you think? People used to called me a not growing adult because i never look like my age, do I?(Is there any way I make myself look older? ) Yep, it's that time of year again, it's BIG 1-9 my birthday. It seems like once I get past those milestone birthdays of 15, 17 and 19 OR 21 birthdays are pretty much just another reminder that you are getting older, pretty much closer to dead?? Lol~~

My 19 face on my 19th birthday in HANA

After all I’d like to say thank you very much for all my fellow freindsss who give utterance and prays for me. Mmm, yesterday I’ve shared my feeling about my birthday in which I thought there will be a small-scale celebration at all. I’m wrong!! I've got all together 3 surprises on my BIG 19 birthday, but one of it was spoiled by the HANA worker... So dumb! Can you believe it? It was a surprise birthday for me but there's this noob worker who go and asked "Is the cake really to serve??" OMG~~ It was spoiled by him!!! but i'll not forget my spoiled 19 birthday for sure, thanks to him!But when you grow older the days just go extremely fast. I’ve been reading over some of my posts from a year ago(almost) and have realized how much i have matured. Some old posts are just embarrassing and i think to myself, why would i have written that?? 19 is a strange year.All the previous years I was excited to grow older, but after the age of 18 life went by and then a few weeks before today I just realized my Birthday was PASSED and I actually didn't feel that excited.

My Fav. cake ever from 1/2FS and FS+1

I love them so much, i can actually feel that I was being treated as a friend when I stand beside them, they were giving me their 100% attention when anything happen to me. I was so glad to be born in the same yr with these girls.. I love them so much as i couldn't forget each of them for the rest of my time and i do mean it... Meeting them was the greatest present in my life so far, there's another 2 FS were not here but they do rmb my birthday.. Duh~~

I love you all^^

yesterday

birthday girl

chicky

❤Farewell for Jonathan❤

2009-05-17T16:25:00.006+08:00

Bon Voyage to my 7 years friend-Jonathan

❤ Sharing time at Sutera ❤

Jonathan, a nice guy who i met with 7 years ago.. He's the one who sat beside me last time and we always play together during classes. We became really close when we sat together during our Junior two. We have done so much things together. He cheers me up all the time. When he's around, so is laughter. We always shared secret together and I am so grateful to have him as my friend. But, he was leaving us last week for his further studies in KL, gossh, we will definitely miss him~~

You're a great friend are my favorites because there's nothing more wonderful than a good friend like you! No matter what the future brings. I'll always remember our special moments together.

xoxo

chicky

❤Mamita querida❤

2009-05-11T20:08:00.009+08:00

Many of you may have wondered where I have been in the past few days and my simple answer to you is spending time with one of the best woman in the world, my mother!!

Happy Mothers' Day, mom~~

For my beloved Mamita,I can never explain how much I love you!

My mother!!!

The kindest face I'll ever see,

The kindest voice I'll ever hear.

The one who cares the most for me

Is my own mother dear.

All through the yearI'll try to doThe things that show

My love for you.

And not be happy just to say,

"I love you, Mom,"

on Mother's Day.

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I might not say it

i do love you

all you do is appreciated.

the words are hard to say

but you mean the world to me

and will do for always

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If any true love ever exists in this world it’s the love of a mother towards her children.

If any unconditional love which does not expect anything in return, it’s a mother’s love.

I love you mama!!

xoxo

chicky

The Most Dangerous Roads in the World

2009-05-02T20:24:00.006+08:00

Driving can be one of the most exciting day to day activities for the average person, but no matter what vehicle you’re driving or how skilled your technique is, there are some roads that you just have to wonder who is actually skilled enough to travel them. Taking a look at the following list will give you a good idea of whether your skilled enough to drive it or perhaps rich enough to make it safer for the rest of us.

Bolivia's "Road of Death"

Extreme weather conditions make driving more hazardous. Every year it is estimated 200 to 300 people die on a stretch of road less than 50 miles long. In one year alone, 25 vehicles plunged off the road and into the ravine. That is one every two weeks.

Above is just one of the hairpin turns and thousand-foot drops on North Yungas Road in Bolivia, also known as the Road of Death. Widely considered the most dangerous road in the world, the Yungas trail runs for 40 cliff-hanging miles from the Amazon jungle to the Andean highlands. At places, it's only 10 feet wide, and has no guard rails or any driver protection. National Geographic's excellent minifeature on the Yungas Road shows just how dangerous it can be:

Unbelievable.

Some others dangerous road found on Earth~~
Taroko Gorge Road, Taiwan.

You might not be petrified by turns and switchbacks, but your life is still hung by a thread. Despite its beautiful panoramic view, Taroko Gorge Road can take your breath away and you might even need to observe a view of grave instead. You should be thanking God if you are still alive after the drive on this scary road.

Siberian Road to Yakutsk, Russia. The Siberian Road is the only road available to Yakutsk City, Russia. People have no choice but take risk if it would take them five hours rather than a few days to pass the road after the rain. The road gets paralysed and it’s an absolute disaster when people are in a chaos seeking warm clothes and food while being stuck in a 100-km long car line-ups. One woman has even given birth to a baby on a bus wallowing in the mud.

Guoliang Tunnel in the Taihang Mountains, China

Guoliang Tunnel Road is pretty freaky with its 30 windows of various sizes and shapes. The road is not as deadly as Bolivian Yungas Road but is spooky enough when you look down the bottomless cavity and also those weird rocks hanging from above the cliff.

xoxo

chicky

❤B'cos i felt the pain❤

2009-04-29T20:24:00.005+08:00

CAN YOU FEEL THE PAIN

I have just found out that once again my friend lied to me, I just can't keep taking it. It seems so silly, we're supposedly mature adults, yet seem to be acting like 3 years old child. I feel that if she has to go to great lengths to hide something from me, which to me is the same as a lie, then she either doesn't want me in her life and doesn't know how to say so, or just is two-faced and unloyal friend. Either way, it's happened too many times and she thinks that if she just says sorry, takes a bit of thinking time everything will be ok. Well not this time... I honestly still just don't get it. She lied multiple times but I always stands beside her, helps her!!

I shouldn't helps her at the 1st place...I shouldn't...

I'm just really really sad.I try to understand why she feels the need to do it. If it was a small white lie, or something she forgot to tell me, no big deal. But this was something she made a deliberate effort to keep from me for months, something so unnecessary, and something I would have been happy to support her in - so I just don't get it.

Anyway, I'm really sad right now, cos she stormed off, but will expect things to be back to normal in a few days, but this time they won't be. I'm shutting the door on my one true friend It's killing me, but I just have to do this. I'm gonna miss her. She was the one person I told everything to, who I trusted BEFORE, and who was there when no-one else was, but I just can't live like this. THAT is the test of a true friend. A whole lot of people will abandon you when you go through hard times. To me, that is where trust is formed.It seems a shame that someone who was a really good friend to you is lost over one lie.

SERIOUSLY, I cant forgive you this time.. SORRY girl..

xoxo

chicky

❤Seriously, I love DESIGN!I❤

2009-04-28T20:58:00.006+08:00

Study for my parents' dream

Next year, I'll have to choose my courses. I want to study something related to art & design whereas my parents want me to study Sciences in order to become a professional in medicine. I am so confused. I've met people who have been successful following their parents' dreams yet, at the same time, I've met people who had to start all over again just because they had chosen what their parents wanted them to. I respect my parents' wish and I can become a medical professional for my parents but in my heart of hearts my interest is totally towards art. I'm so confused. Please guide me.

From my point of view, my parents are not fulfilled and happy of their achievements and they want their unfulfilled dreams to be fulfilled by their children.. But they should know that the children have their own dreams.. The happiness of the children is very important to them that's why they try their best to give to their children those things which they were not able to enjoy when they were still a child because they know the feeling of not getting what they think would make them happy..

DESIGN
Something how I can freely express myself.
I love that I can become so obsessed with it. I can focus on it for HOURS.
I love that I make things look HOW I WANT them to..
I love the different interpretations of the same world…
I love talk about beauty and art and everything, and while that’s all well and good..
I especially love it when people likes it though.

BUT, sometimes it's hurt when people do not appreciate my works..
Sigh!!now what should I do is to put all my effort on my A-lvl .. Tht's all...

wish me good luck^^

xoxo
chicky

I should study but HOW?

2009-04-27T21:32:00.003+08:00

Stress Out

After having my group study with friends I got home and I slept for four hours. That's always a sign of severe overload, when you have had enough sleep the night before, and I had.

I thought I was going to be able to study but then I ended up wasting time for six more hours, unable to stop using the computer for things I don't even find interesting. I kept on telling myself, I should study, I should study, and I couldn't figure out how to stop. I spent an entire day doing boring useless stuff.

Now I'm stuck. I haven't studied for it yet.

This happens all the time. I can't get myself to study when I want to study. The stress load piles up for weeks and then it's like I can't do anything useful anymore--not even the things I like to do. I'm just stuck doing useless things..I only managed to break myself off that a few minutes ago, and start writing this blog post. That's a good thing. You can only write a blog post for so long before you finish it and you have to stop.

I still can't figure out how to go to bed or start studying. I'm serious. Getting up and doing anything else is like a totally insurmountable task. Like you suddenly stuck a differential equation in front of a kindergarten kid.

It's finals weeks for the next two weeks.

I keep telling myself I'm lazy and I should just get up and do it. But how do I start? HOW???

xoxo
chicky

❤Letting "it" go is the answer ❤

2009-04-24T21:10:00.006+08:00

GREAT.. It's FRIDAY!!

I do not like snakes. They, like mice, startle me. I do not like to be startled.I stay away from snakes. But, if I am in the car and see one crossing the road, I will make a bee line for that snake and run right over it. Then I get the hibby gibbies thinking about the snake on my tires. I avoid snakes at all costs.Just yesterday after school, my brother saw somthing hanging below my car, something like a PVC or plastic?? (Whatever) and it's moving...You guessed it. A snake. But, I did not run, I did not jump on top of anything, instead I ran and got my camera. Who is this woman?

I stood there and took multiple pictures of

this snake and it's little snake friend.

I still do not want to touch the snake. But, I seem to have lost my fear and disgust with the snake. Slowly, I have accepted the snake. Letting him in inch by inch. How numb I have become to the snake.Have I become numb to the things of this world and begun to just go with the flow. To allow myself to inch by inch fall into the schemes of the evil one. To say to myself "oh well, it's just a snake". No harm in seeing a snake, just do not touch the snake.^^

LOVE IS A GAME

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"If you love somebody, let them go.

If they return, they were always yours.

If they don’t,

they never were"

what's sad about loving somebody?it's when your not good enough because somebody else occupies his mind and his heartand you know you can't compete with that..sometimes we say goodbye to the one we love without wanting to..but it doesn't mean we stop loving and caring..coz sometimes, goodbye is a painful way of saying i love you.. ❤

just because my eyes don't tear doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry..and just because i come out strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong..often, i choose to pretend i'm happy so i don't have to explain myself to people who will never understand..smiling has always been easier than explaining why i'm sad..there are hopeless romantics..in my case, i'm a hopeless dreamer coz everytime i see you,i'm reminded of my hopeless dream..setting someone free is the hardest thing to do..but it's not the tears you cried that makes it so hard..it's the small piece of hope left inside your heartthat someday you'll still end up together..❤

LOVE had changed me.. the way i think, the way i act,the way i decide..sometimes, i even go againsts my principles and beliefs in life..loving doesn't mean i'll always be happy..sometimes, all it provides me is pain and misery..yet i was blinded by strong emotionsthat i failed to see reality..

❤sometimes, letting go is the answer..❤

it hurts like hell, but i will soon realize that it's better to see the person i love to be happy with someone else than to be lonely with me..how could you probably be friends with someone when everytime you look at that person you want to slap his face and shout:"stop smiling, your stealing my heart.."ever had the feeling, you attempt and fight hard to take someone off your mind and off your life but each time you're in that person's presence..you just can't help but fall..there are things in life that you can't hold on forever, no matter how hard you fight for it..sometimes destiny isn't always good, it becomes playful..when you met someone you learned to love,you thought it was destiny who made your paths cross..but what if making your paths cross is just a part of the game that the playful destiny creates?making you realize in the end that the person you thought was destined for you wasn't really meant to stay..but is only destined to make you feel lovedand leave you when you've already fallen..❤

i'm holding on to the thought that you're not mine anymore..coz i know you already love someone else..i'm gonna look at you in the eye, smile and say,"you're not mine anymore.."then walk away, turn around the last second and say,"but i wish you were.."loving isn't what we see but what we feel..not how we listened but how we understand..not how we forget but how we forgive..loving is holding on even when the pain dares you to let go..i didn't even asked him to love me..all i wanted was a friendship to last a lifetime..still he chose tobe a stranger,leaving soon after he captured my heart..❤

everyday i soak myself with reasons to forget him..everyday i lie..everyday i try to find strength to get me through..and yet, everyday i die..i wasn't aware that he came only to love me for a while..i was aiming to be with him forever but he's not willing to work it all out.. it hurts too much but all i can do is watch him go away.. and that's the end of it..there goes my forever.. there goes my life..i know he's gone but holding on to him has became my way to keep me alive..

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

IMUE

XOXO

chicky

❤ A day full of FUN with some blank spaces❤

2009-04-23T20:23:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was very eventful day for me. I am lucky to have so many good friends(touchwood !) and when friends remember me, I feel great. It's our Junior 3 reunion yesterday, wow it seems to brings us 4 yers behind. But nothing changed after a gap; I feel like, I have talked to them some time back. It was very sweet to talk to every single of them because they are people who know me really well. I really cherish all those old memories with them. But this is not the only reason that makes this date special, it's Sack Birthday too! He's turning 19 today!!! So this is what I feel it has make it a great day after a long time.

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REUNION cum Sack's 19 Birthday

this is it the Birthday Boy! SACK TIM LIM

my adorable friends

They're my friend because they're always there,

If there's sadness around or in the air,

At night, in the morning or anytime of day,

They're there to cheer me up and chase the sadness away.
I just want to thank you for all you've done,

They're really number one.

Thanks for all the good times that we share,

It shows that you guys are the one who really do care.
Thanks for being there when time got rough,

You guys make it easier when times get too tough

Thanks for being MY FRIEND.

I will never forget our friends in J3Ai'05 who give me the full support,

share me their shoulder when I'm sad,

share our moment of joy and triumph.

We will stay untied forever.

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I love J3Ai'05

I am really missing you guys, those old days we spent together, hope to catch you all in near future.

xoxo

chicky

❤你的明天有多快乐❤

2009-04-20T21:08:00.004+08:00

I ❥ this song very much!!

♡ 半情歌 - 元若蓝 ♡

✿花✿ 接受凋零

风接受追寻

心的伤还有一些

不要紧

我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧

唱什么歌哄他开心

我想着天空什么时候会放晴

地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天有多快乐

不是我的我们的爱是唱一半的歌

时间把习惯换了

伤口愈合

也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福

一半甜的

一半苦的

像我手中冷掉的可可

最最教人残念的总是未完成的

我只能唱著一半的歌

❥·۰•●

Laugh when it Hurts

Because laughter really is good medicine.

Have you ever wondered what goes into making a happy life? We keep trying different ways of making a happy life...But we forget that to keep it happy, we have to work towards finding happiness. Each day comes with a bright sun to say " Hello! Its all yours...go ahead and make it a happy day!" But few may ever listen to that.

Our life, our actions and outcomes are all linked to us. If you start being happy about your life, all that you already have in life, life will be happier in return. It is a magical world if you really want to believe and no one is a greater magician than you yourself: What you wish is what you certainly get.

Dream for your dreams, long for them, ask them out from your life, wish for them. There is no way that life won't give them to you. Life waits for us to ask something from it and it also awaits some appreciation... So be happy with what you have - Thank life for it, Ask life for what you really long for - Life shall grant your wish! And that's when it will seem as if there has been a sparkle of magic from Heavens above.

Cherish Life...Its just this one time. And don't we work towards extremes when we get a once in a lifetime opportunity? Life is exactly that. It is one life, one opportunity - A once in a lifetime. Let this be something you look back and wish you could live it all over again, just as it is!

☺ ☻

xoxo

chicky

❤ Loving side ❤

2009-04-17T20:40:00.005+08:00

The wait is over - my friends!
FS day was just 1 week ago(good friday).. I love being one of them, especially being the PRO... Doesn't really matter how far we are from the others; it's not all that a big deal to save my love for my friends from getting fizzled off by distance. I love spending my time with them, i love shopping with them, gossips with them... omgossh, meeting them will be the greatest thing i own now... Happy belated FS day girls^^ I love you all

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

ANTHONY!!

another FS+1 was turning 1-9 last Saturday..

Welcome to the group^^

we made him a card on his Big 1-9

happy birthday!!

we wish the very BEST for you^^

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I want to be CREATIVE in my life

For me, success is being able to do what I love, what comes naturally to me, and seeing it bring joy and happiness to others. I will always create art, because I don't think I could do anything else. But if I can't share it with others and bring beauty and wonder into their world, I don't feel like I have completed my purpose. Art is meant to be seen, feel, enjoyed, experienced. I more people I am able to share my art with, the more successful I feel.

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xoxo

chicky

❤ It's my off-day❤

2009-04-16T20:01:00.005+08:00

命中注定我爱你

I Fall For you!!!!!!!

just finished watching 命中注定我爱你 last night..

Such a touching story^^I should watch it for maybe another round?

hahahahahahah

muaks~~

xoxo chicky

❤ Ewww~~ ❤

2009-04-02T20:30:00.003+08:00

My house is virus-ful these few days. Almost everybody is getting sick and I wasn't spared too. Nobody is to be blame.However, being down with a bad throat, nose and overall discomfort, i still can blogging now~~ Dont worry^^

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Uuunnffaaaiiirrrrr...Almost all other schools are done with exams... mmmiinneee hhhaavveeenn...I wanna die from too much shopping right after exams. Eat, shop, buy, eat, shop, buy.. Till I drop DEAD.But now.. Facing my books and notes are like having my daily dosage of medicines.I'm dying from the heavy dosages of notes.I'm dying from insufficient sleep.I'm dying from boring.I'm dying from exam stress.1 week. So near yet so far. I hate exams. I need a life.I'm considering clubbing after exams. HAHAHA. Of cuz, shopping too!

This time in two weeks I will be a complete, utter mess. I am sooooo looking forward to these exams being over.I know I always worry I won't get good result but this time, I'm really worried! Maybe cos of pressures from my friends?? Before past exams, I have gone through five or six old exam papers, learning what questions are always asked, what questions are unlikely to come up again - just generally getting a feel for what I'm about to face. This has helped me decide what areas I need to focus on (either weak points or strong areas that I know I can get really good marks on if the question comes up in certain section ).This time, I feel like I simply don't know enough. It's damn hard to go for school the whole afternoon and then come home to study. I'm not after pity. I'm just venting in the hope that it will make me feel better. I still have this weekend and 4 more days before trial...I know this stuff. I do it every day. I will pass my exams. I will. I will. I will.

Counting down..

2 more months to go to FREEDOM.

God bless.

here's my point to blogging!!! Someone was introducing me a "star" which she found to be "special" and guess what? I cant even keep this "star" out of my mind cos "she" is soooo DAMN pretty!! Anyone who wants to click on this video clip, BE PREPARED cos Jeffree Star is not a Girl!!!

haha.. Unbelievable right? He is too prefect to be a lady, even the NORMAL ladies lose to him~~ He is currently a superstar in UK(according to my friend), an actor, supermodel, makeup artist, interviewer..... etc. WOW! but anyway, i'm just wanna share this video clip to you all.. POINTLESS~~ cos i felt soooo GROSS~~~~~~ eww!!!

xoxo

❤ chicky

❤ 19th Kelly ❤

2009-03-30T21:05:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY KELLY

Another friend of mine is turning 19 today...

We bought her 20-1 (19)cupcakes on her birthday

She turns the big 1-9.

Kelly holding a cupcake with a word "GARY" writing on it.. Duh~~
FS with Kelly

It's a very special day here at Institut Sinaran,
we wish you a happy 19th birthday today and enjoy being 19 girl~~
wish you all the best in your future endeavours.
To all,take care,may you be blessed with happiness,prosperity and longevity.

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xoxo

chicky

❤I hate awkwardness❤

2009-03-26T20:35:00.005+08:00

Sigh, I have been sick since the last few days - stomach upsets, fever, bone aches etc. The doctor said it is probably something I picked up from the air and not something I ate since I was having home cooked food all weekend.CRAP!!

Dont know why...
Sometimes, I felt so bad in handling something, i felt I'm not good enough in making decisions... Sometimes, i felt myself so useless... To be more specific, i cant handle anything that will cause an awkwardness, not necessary have to be someone~~ Sometimes, it's hard for me to express my feeling or opinions to my freinds, just because i'm scared of awkwardness, i rather be a listerner than a speaker sometimes, even i've something to tell them... I'm just too weak in this, cant even face it~~
After several years, I felt that i'm bad to someone that "cares" for me before, even i'm not the 1st.. I push him away and made him hurt for several times, maybe because i was still young during that age, I'm not READY yet. I cant believed that i put him down for many times and never ever appreciate him as my "closest friend", even though he dont mind~~ J****, I 'm so sorry for you and i've never ever thanks you for that period of time, even now... BUT too late for me to tell you this, I know~~~

I shouldnt be that cold-blooded and i should just give you some positive responses... Only after all this while, i realized that i've push someone that cares of me away and away... Everything fade away just like that... I felt so guilty for you and yet it's too late for me to say BYE to you... Sorry!!!
I know i'm not good in this (even my friends said so) but i never regret of my decision cos you found your "owns" finally, i wish you Good Luck^^

xoxo

chicky

❤ Happy Birthday Renee Wah❤

2009-03-22T20:46:00.008+08:00

Dear my friend-RENEE WAH

I just wanted you to know that I wish you a very Happy 19th birthday ! I hope you have a GREAT day to spend with your family and have a day just for you because you deserved it !

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◕Scrapbook for her ◕

BEFORE THE PARTY BEGAN...

◕present from us

(ME, sab, Jae, sharon, kelly,vic, chloe,andrea,

lee, JC, dana, roger and anthony)◕

◕ AND...

of course......

THE F-O-O-D-S ◕

◕Here she is-the Birthday Girl~~◕

◕Friends ◕

◕Regular late comer~See Lik ◕

◕Sab & me ◕

◕Anthony and Marcus ◕

◕ FS ◕

Hey Renee, thanks for being such a terrific friend!
Happy 19th Birthday Renee Wah

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"If this blogShould ever end

I'll still be gladThat you're my friend"

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xoxo

chicky

❤SIGH~~❤

2009-03-20T21:12:00.008+08:00

I found this song in youtube randomly and i kinda like it^^

I think they are Indonesian, from the way they sang

and i dont think they were Malaysian cos

they looked so adorable and cute

(Malaysian singers very......)

haha...

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It's called OK fromT2

JUST NOW ...we(Sab , Jae and I) went to Warisan to buy Renee's prezzie

we bought her a FILA handbag and perfume

cos her birthday is just 2 days to go^^

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DAMN!

i felt not so "yummy" today, something was just happened

and i'm so depressed of it T.T

"I'M NOT THE SPOILER"

please believe me!!!

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xoxo

chicky

✖Lets go Clubbing!!✖

2009-03-17T20:32:00.012+08:00

I know it's been a long time since I last blogged and I do apologize,

but I've had a few things to get done.

Besides that I have made myself a new blog address.

Yes, that's why I haven't been blogging lately...

main point is because I was lazy...

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Yeah!!

Gotta go clubbing this Saturday with "friendsss"~~ It's time to PARTY!!!

"happy=Party=clubbing=alcohol=hang over=nothing"

is it??

Actually... ｡◕‿◕｡

The “surprise” birthday was scheduled to take place at the TA beach, one of our most favorite places here . Guess what? 50++ ppl were invited.. Huge huh~~ I will be one of the organizer and camera girl for this Saturday, we've planned for this a couple weeks ago, i hope everything just go in the right track and it will be one of the most unforgetable birthday for her^^

(we PRANK her tht night^^)

everyone LOVE surprise especially surprise birthday party!!!

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PS: I'll post the pictures on Sunday, hopefully...

xoxo

chicky

❤ Forgive and forget ❤

2009-03-13T20:31:00.006+08:00

Forgiveness

is being able to forgive the person that had done you wrong,

i have finally forgave someone that hurt me in so many ways,

and it felt good to finally let it go.

Recently, I started to forgive people who has done me wrong;

to be specific, I'm forgiving a friend who cheated on me last year, a very "innocent" looked friend who had stolen my money before, stole one of my friend's handphone, lied to me and always pretending in front of me,

EVEN NOW~~

It has been holding me back for so long, and I find myself so tired all the time,

and I didn't know why at first...

I shouldn't forgive her at the first place but there is no way to get away from our past and its effects on our friendship.

So, i decided to forgive her, giving her an alternative way to learn from what she did,

even majority of my friends do not agreed...

“Learning to forgive those who hurt you will be one of the most difficult things you will ever do. But if you want to be happy, you must learn the art of forgiving.”

Because, every meaningful relationship will require some level of forgiveness at one point or another.

Forgiveness

is also choosing to stop feeling anger and resentment to the person who hurt you, but letting out that hurt in a positive way. When we are hurt by someone, some awful feelings can come over us at a moments notice. Out of the blue sky we feel deep resentment, hurt, anger, and even bitterness and rage toward the other person. The only thing that can release us from the insane grip of a painful past is forgiveness. It is normal and right to feel anger toward someone who has hurt you. But hanging onto the hurt, and choosing not to forgive the other person is only setting yourself up for a life of pain and difficulty. You have a choice. That's why i choose to forgive her, even other people who did somthing wrong to me^^

Do not give up in your journey to forgive those who have hurt you.

Give them a
chance to apologise, you will feel happy as well...

Believe me~~

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xoxo
chicky

❤All-England Open❤

2009-03-09T20:04:00.004+08:00

All-England Open was held from March 3-8 at the National Indoor Arena in Birmingham, United Kingdom. Lin Dan, despite being seeded second, will start as the favourite after having beaten Chong Wei rather easily in their previous two meetings - the Beijing Olympics and China Open finals last year - and will be going all out to repeat the feat.

and here's the FACT...

Lin Dan won the men’s singles after beating Lee Chong Wei 21-19, 21-12 in 43 minutes yesterday. LEE Chong Wei gave his best shot but it was not enough to stop his fierce rival Lin Dan of China from securing his fourth consecutive All England men’s singles crown in Birmingham yesterday. Awww... but Lee Chong Wei still be my only IDOL!!!

LIN DAN!!! soooo cute~~

Lin Dan of China in action on his way to winning against Chen Jin of China during the semi-finals of the Yonex All England Open Badminton Championship 2009 at the National Indoor Arena on March 7, 2009 in Birmingham, England.

LEE CHONG WEI-my sport Idol ever!!
WE ❤ YOU
Lee Chong Wei of Malaysia in action during the men's singles final against Lin Dan of China during the Yonex All England Open Badminton Championship 2009 at the National Indoor Arena on March 8, 2009 in Birmingham, England.

xoxo

chicky

❤Life is so unpredictable❤

2009-03-03T20:06:00.003+08:00

Why is it the minute you get something done another three things pop up that need to be done? I have a list of things I need to do with deadlines so I started to work on it got a few things done to! Only to realize I also have to do other things.

Life is filled
with stresses and knowing
how to manage
them is a great thing

Life is so unpredictable. Most of us are trying our very best to get the best results in everything that we do, but, no matter how hard we tried, things always turns out to be something which we don’t want it to be.
Agree?

There are so many things which happens, good things, bad things, and most of them are unexpected outcomes. I don’t know how to phrase it, but damn it, things just don’t turns out well.
Many things had happened and I’ve been troubled by them lately; things just goes in and out of my mind, and I’m not having any peace at all. Yet worst come to worst, there’s no one for me to talk to, not like anyone is so free to listen to all my rantings.
Friends, I have all types of friends, all sort of friends. But not all of them are good listeners whom I can speak my mind to. Even if some of them are good listeners, my relationship with them has still not come to a level where I would feel comfortable to speak my personal stuffs with them.

Most of them are good friends to go out with, to play with, to club with, to lunch together and so on .. but not one are good listener PLUS close to me PLUS free to listen to my rantings, as in “got the spare time” to listen to my rantings.
Sometimes I just felt so empty inside, you know what I meant? Inside as in deep inside my heart, like no one to speak to, so many troubles cramping deep inside my heart, and up in my mind… I’m afraid that one day, they just goes out of bound, over the limit, and I just went crazy and mental break down.
Things happens. Today, I may be here, typing and posting a blog entry. But tomorrow, you might see my photo on the newspaper, or on the channel news asia, announcing that I passed away or something.
TOUCHWOOD! *smack the table
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But still, nothing is impossible in this world you live in. Life is so unpredictable, please do treasure those people who are precious to you.
Never wait until your computer is being hacked by a hacker, then start to think of installing a firewall. Stupid example uh? As long as the meaning is there can already, haha. Hope you understand what I’m trying to say.
Cheerios!

xoxo

chicky

❤I know i can handle it~~ ❤

2009-02-28T18:40:00.008+08:00

First of all, let me point out that this is a post of
statement, i dont wish to receive any comments for this post, it's just a
statement and i will not answer anything about this post.

Keep that in mind on one of my lazy or should I say lazier days and you find nothing to read here. But, I had to blog again because I had the most wonderful lunch with my very special friends-FS & FS+1 yesterday after progress test.

As usual, we(fs) went for lunch at our station(Damai BK) after exam or test or whatever.. haha.. But this time, with our new member>> Anthony(FS+1) while waiting for Jamie and Sharon... We....

SS-ing our cellphone~~looked silly but fun~~~

after that, we went to 1B for a movie

This visually and emotionally rich movie recalls the life of a very unique man born in the early 20th century who ages backwards. But it is not his life that makes him unique. His love is what makes him special. He spends a lifetime trying to understand how his love for Daisy works and still only gets a few incredible years really loving her. As their lives tell us, the years of frustration and hardship are all worth it if only for a few moments of happiness.

Omg!! it was a touching movie and sab was the only one who cried.. weird rite??

Anyway, it's good to watch~~~

"What makes our lives memorable are the moments

we never seem to grasp long enough before letting go. "

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I know I can handle it...

Should i just let him go??

He was so cruel, so mean, so negative, and put me down so many times then why am I so sad? I don't understand it. I miss him very much. At first I thought that I just missed the dream. I expected that. I expected to miss the dream, the fantasy, the idea that we would be.... The problem is the way I am feeling right now is not just me missing the dream.

I miss talking to him...

So I thought maybe I just miss the affection. So, of course I miss these things too, but honestly it's still more than that.
I guess part of it could be that I miss the person he used to be. I miss the way we used to be. There was a time when we smiled, laughed, and were happy together. That time wasn't five minutes. It was 2 years. I just don't know what happened. It's very sad. It's not what I want, but I guess it is just the way it has got to be.
I figure another reason I am so sad is because I miss the routine. Good days and bad. During the last two years Prince Charming and I did have a routine. Maybe I was naive..

I know feeling sad is normal. I know it has only been one week. I know I will get through it. I know it will just take a little time. I had known for a while that I wanted to leave.
What I didn't know was that it was going to hurt this bad.

..MUE..

xoxo

chicky

❤Pinkish day of the year❤

2009-02-14T20:44:00.006+08:00

｡◕‿◕｡Talent night
One of the best moments in IS –TALENT NIGHT

I wasn’t expecting any good stuff would happen yesterday, but I was ultimately WRONG. It was the BEST things in IS ever! It’s seems to be the BEST night for all of us cos 2 of my best friends-Sab & Sharon(the rising STARS) were performing!!! I was the make-up artist for sabby and Sharon since I attended a makeover lesson last year and it’s time for me to apply what have I learned… Guess what? It’s perfect!! They looked soooo gorgeous and sab was very “PARAMORE”… Haha.. (Kiddin..)

✖Emo pic of our singer-Sab✖

✖ preparing at Sab's hse(Sharon with JC Lau)✖

Anyway, they were performing a 6 minutes band performance with 2 lovely songs which is STAY by Estrella and STOP AND STARE. Sab was the singer, Sharon the pianist, Melvin and Edwin the guitarists, and last but not least Darian the drummer. I’m glad that everything went smoothly and I’m so proud of them^^ Although CHA-SHAO-PAU did not won tht night, but u guys will always be the winner FOR us!!! U guys deserved it!!

♡XOXO♡

After the Talent night we all went to Damai for a few shots of Corona Extras.. It was fun and Anthony was officially being one of our FS members… He will be our FS+1 cos he’s the only guy in our FS grp and he passed all the 3 questions we asked. Even the YSS group failed to join our FS grp (Billy, Bong & Eric)

U got it, Anthony and Welcome to the group!!!

♂ ♀ Valentine’s Day

- The "reddish pink" day of the year

AWW~~ It’s time for the cupids to hang around today… they will start to spread the LOVE to everyone in this lovely day, and it is this day that we can actually see most of the “double”(couple) to come out (*sab’s fav. emoticon )…
And for all single-sss out there, don’t be so sad and don’t stay at home! Go and hang around with ur loved one, they can be one of ur friend or family.. Today is the day for you to express what u wanted to express before^^ tell them that u love them and will always take care of them.

For my valentine’s day, I went for tuition just now.(craps!)

definitely not a GOOD idea for the day of Valentine

but it’s a replacement T.T

BUT it wasn’t a worst Valentine’s Day for me cos I received a chocolate bar from some1 with a cute pink ribbon wrapping it!!! Aww… thx^^

(how I wish I have a picture of the it now…)

supposed have a date with Pei li and Rain them but I

REJECT!

Arghh, I should go just now, (sigh..) too late~~

Shoot!

I’ve to go now. I end my post with this few words..
✖BE ALWAYS SINCERE TO YOUR LOVE ONE ✖
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xoxo

chicky

❤ Once again... Bye!❤

2009-02-12T19:57:00.006+08:00

ONCE AGAIN...

We have to say Von Boyage to our closest friend-Charlene..

She was leaving for Australia this morning ..

We've planned a farewell for her yesterday at Damai Upperstar^^

this is Charlene! we ❤ u Char

aww... see how adorable she is...

We also celebrated her 19th birthday yesterday night(her b'date is on 26th Feb).

It should b a surprise birthday but we accidentally leak the plan...

Arghh...

Anyway, she was happy tht nite and we all having fun that nite^^

Make a wish!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAR!!

This is the organizer! It's me!!
another organizer-Jamie Goh
Renee! It's her 1st time to wear contact lens. NICE! Rain and Anthony

HERE'S COME THE WORST PART!!!

Girls' night beer~~ we ordered 4 sets tht night.. all together 16 bottles of Corona Extra.. cost us up to RM300++

Eric and See Lik
Marcus and Renee
Eric and See Lik
Anthony

ANYWAY...

Happy Birthday Charlene;
I wish for you, all the things in life that make you happy....
and many more wonderful birthdays...
We have no balloons or birthday presents with us as the others but
you can be sure that WE wish to you from deep of OUR heart happy birthday!
Happy Birthday!!!!
Hugs & kisses

xoxo
chicky

.I designed a life i LOVED.

Movie marathon

Respect the Bi

My Life as a PRE- architect was a RAP!!

♥must read♥

♥chicky

♥going BACK home♥

My sleepless months, almost OVER!!

I think there are 5 categories of "sleep" in architecture terminology.

1. Didn't sleep - 0 hours

2. Sleep - 1 hours

3. Enough sleep - 2 hours

4. More than enough sleep - 3 hours

5. You definitely can't finish your assignment sleep - 4 hours and more.

*6. you arr the lecturer - 6-8hrs of sleep ...........LOL!

Anyway, uni life was fun, met with a lot of different people from different background, culture and beliefs. Most of my friends are not locals because it's hard to hang out with the locals here since i'm staying inside hostel and i can only meet them during weekdays.

♥need a new lappie soon♥

sorry! its a lousy post~~

Yay for the day~~~

today is not so me...

Updated

recently...

Late night Fun

I'm such a DOWNER

Nothing BUT friends

Happy birthday Yik Min!!!

the CHANGING me...

my Holy SHOPPING week

The real reason why Blogging is hard.... coz i'm lazy

=)

The sweet calm sunshine of October

I am going to say it again.... Bye!!!

Such a day...

My friends keep leaving the country

The most boring club ever in KK, guess where??

OMG!! this is soooooo funny...

Top 10 from askmen

Happy birthday Michael ❤

I ❤ ICE-CREAM

The outings

LadyGaga is a Hermaphrodite!!

Finally he is "5"!!

Crossing your fingers for me !!

As﻿ malaysian goes international

Quiz

Happy Birthday Dude❤

Finding my OWN angels

it's Saturday night and I stay at home...DAMN!

❤ JUST a simple dedication for Jamie Goh!!

I ❤ being 19

LOVE chooses you

❤ R.I.P to MJ

❤ Graduated ❤

❤ Happy Birthday Sabby!!! ❤

❤FS tradition❤

✿Not my day ✿

I've got a crush on Adam Chen❤

❤ let it GO! ❤

❤ Great! I'm 19...❤

❤Farewell for Jonathan❤

❤Mamita querida❤

The Most Dangerous Roads in the World

❤B'cos i felt the pain❤

❤Seriously, I love DESIGN!I❤

I should study but HOW?

❤Letting "it" go is the answer ❤

❤ A day full of FUN with some blank spaces❤

❤你的明天 有多快乐❤

❤ Loving side ❤

❤ It's my off-day❤

❤ Ewww~~ ❤

❤ 19th Kelly ❤

❤I hate awkwardness❤

❤ Happy Birthday Renee Wah❤

❤SIGH~~❤

✖Lets go Clubbing!!✖

❤ Forgive and forget ❤

❤All-England Open❤

❤Life is so unpredictable❤

❤I know i can handle it~~ ❤

As malaysian goes international

❤你的明天有多快乐❤